A Little Note Book

Happy Valentine 2011

2011-02-14T13:59:00.001+08:00

Red-ish

2011-01-31T16:52:00.007+08:00

What i had for this weekend? SHABU SHABU...

went to Central Park Jakarta to have all u can eat buffet.. although i am on diet, i was tempting to eat shabu shabu after watching recommendation food guide at TV. Then i asked mici whether she want to have it or not. Actually this week i was the EO, but i think i FAILED due to my mom that suddenly asked me to fetch her to wedding invitation. My planning to watch MOVIE with others failed, end up we just had dinner and take pictures around central park area...

SHABU SLIM @CENTRAL PARK Jakarta ,cost around 80 thousand rupiahs and there duration one and half hour to eat this all u can shabu shabu.. ( this policy made up to avoid the customer that stay so long just for chitchat at the restaurant and avoid the long que and somemore according to the founder one and half hour it was enuf to make our stomach full haha )

my reviews for this shabu shabu slim? Variety of the food : normal, soup contains 3 flavours soya milk, chicken broth, and tomyam... all nice but i think they put MSG a bit too much :( , drink section: their CHRYSANTHEMUM tea nice! , ice cream also NICE..( haha actually they only provide local CAMPINA ice cream) , dessert: never tryin:( haha overall for the pricing and the food quite OKAY and just NORMAL.

Took Picture around Central Park outdoor area
Can feel the Chinese New Year atmosphere

ITS RABBIT YEAR

-CINHOK, MICI, ME and ADI-

-Teten, Harry, Cinhok,Me, Mici-

another camwhor-ing

MY BRO AND SIS
I Just envy with their sharp nose, why i dunt have it? huhuhuhu but i think if i have sharp nose my face will not like now... and kinda looks weird and not suitable. haha

had dinner wit Family @Duta Mas Medan Chinesse Food, so nice, and taste like home cooking meal

Sweet Sour Gurame Fish

Steamed Pomfret
Stired EEL with Siomak Veggie

SAMBAL LALA and SAMBAL PETAI WITH SHRIMP AND TOFU

TOTAL DAMAGED only 300 thousand rupiahs... or 43 SGD *wink... so CHEAP!!!i think next time can eat around Duta Mas area which is a lot of street and local food... ( forget to take picture of the place..:()
ohh ya.. the bad things is A LOT OF MOSQUITO..so it is better to apply Autan or Soffel the mosquito repellent before you eat here, opened area.. or avoid shorts pants.. if u dunt want to exercise ( keep hitting the mosquitoes and scratching ur leg )while u eating.

Eat Pray Love

2011-01-26T23:47:00.018+08:00

Heylo.... finally i can upload all these pics to my blog.... due to my lousy internet connection on my office and my house. Ok, let's recap what i did last week... quite fun and interesting, 1st, my bf back for a while, only for 3 days, actually i dunno what the reason , but mostly because want to meet ME ME and ME... haha * hope * wink* haha no lha.. i think its because he got sumthin to be done and meet his client or take care his bussiness stuff... ,Second, watched Meet The Little Fockers with my cousin, and had PENANG BISTRO ( OK, he is crazy about this PENANG BISTRO ) and last but not least, me and my fren went to PUNCAK... to celebrate CINDY birthday.. so we went to CIMORY land, then LEMBAH KARMEL for praying ( this out of plan, but we were happy because we could come here even only a while and pray to holy Mary ), dinner at AMEN, chinesse restaurant and went back to Jakarta at nite... hmm what a nice week :)

here are the pics that i gathered for my cam and Angel Facebook...

-me, cindy, mici, angel-

angel took my precious and priceless expresion.. oh yeahh i want to squezze those cow nipples plzzz hahaha squezze squezze squezze

lovely Couple, Angel and Kev,-our lunch- Cindy, Mici and Me, watched PORN VIDEO.. haha ok lha bluff u all.. actually we watch a ghost that been recorded and reported from MNC TV news

@lembah karmel

@Penang Bistro Central Park

Yummy

This chicken quite crispy and the sauce yummmy

This Penang Char Kway Teow not really nice... but i like the portion.. haha

PERANAKAN TOFU DAMN NICE!!!!!

FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS THAI ICE TEA.. I JUST CRAZY ABOUT THAI ICE TEA
i think they shud have pearl on it.. haha so its like TAIWAN milk tea.. haha

Korean BBQ @HAN GANG Grand Indonesia

Yummy meat that i can chew it. Got one more type meat with sesame oil and i dunno wat kind of sauce that they using, how u eat? u can whether u want to wrap it with lettuce or just eat the meat. hehe

What i can tell u that, dunt compare with authentic Korean food , but from what i tasted, this Korean resto quite similar even they have adjust wit Indonesian flavour. Overall ok lha... cz me and my fren in budget .
Thanks to Mici who have BNI CREDIT CARD.
BNI CREDIT CARD 30 % OFF FOR WEEKEND and 50% OFF FOR WEEKDAYS
Total damaged for our gastronomical pleasure was abot 800 thousand Rupiahs and with BNI CC WE only pay about 300 thousand rupiah for 2 set of BBQ meat, a plate of Bulgogi, a bowl of Kimchi Tofu Soup , a Plate of Jap Jae, 2 hot ocha, and 2 Thai ice tea

Nice nice Jap jae.... can taste the sesame oil and really Korean taste, comparing when i had in Spore, here in Jakarta i think is much better.... but why only me eat this one? haha end i da bao back... take away and for my lunch at office haha

My 1st time had my dinner @Tony Roma's

This was epic but really, i can be heart pain if eat this one, not because their price but because its PORK... wa... not used to have Pork ribs and hmm but because my bf want to have this.. so i took him to one of ToMa's at UOB PLAZA... actually, my bf want to have it at Tony Roma's at their 1st resto.. arhh but i think too late lha.. dunt care lha.. i just brought him to UOB plaza nearer also ( somemore my bf also dunno wo well about jakarta so i just say , the tony roma's resto that he want was far... heheh oopppsss.. i think he never read my blog ,HE too busy to read my nonsence stuff . hahaha ok lha next time i bring him there.... ok darling... :))

Total damaged i think... hmm about 800-900 thousand rupiahs for , babyback combo with shrimp, plate of starter, st. louis Ribs

HUA.. DEAR darling.. this meal too expensive leh.. even u paid it,but i feel not wort it... better to eat....

TADAHHHHHHH

CATFISH OR IKAN LELE

PECEL LELE DAMN SHIOK!!!

Fried lele with sambal and hot rice.. hmm YUMMY...

Unwanted HAIR...

2011-01-18T17:21:00.010+08:00

Have u ever feel that u ar so hairy? haha when i was teenager ( okay sounds im so old...) i ask my mom permission to shave or wax my legs hair and also armpit and guessed wat? what my mom reply me," Ehh ger..ger can be sexy if got HAIR...." . Then i replied her," when, what era? urs is it? haha then she told me again, that when get older the hair also slowly will be gone... OHHH YES... when? shud i wait till i reach her age? haha i think will be so scary if i m not take care of these unwanted hair... hahaha

Not only me, but i think a lot of girl suffering with this issues too.

First, IT IS SAFE OR NOT? what i can tell you readers, i think is safe to remove this unwanted hair, nowadays many of ways to remove this unwanted hair, from the the traditional till with modern way.

Second, MONEY issues.. yes this also make a lot of girl think that , it will cost a lot to do this treatment and its like gambling, whether if we already purchase with a lot of money, the hair will really really can be gone...

In the past days, i choose to shave my legs and armpit with the shaver, but it was really troublesome. Why? because these two area so fast will grow hair ones. i dunt want to get waxing because i think it is only waste of money, ( excluding braziilian waxing that i confirm will done ones, for this, i still prefer waxing ...:)).

i keep searching whether in spore or jakarta have salon that can do laser or IPL that worth of money and can see the good result. And i m also understand that IPL need like 4 till 5 times to get really really work on...

After i moved to Jakarta, i found this ZAP...http://www.zap.co.id/ it is IPL home service but they also open their service in some place in Jakarta. What i can tell u , that this IPL service is home service, and u can ask them to go to your house to do the IPL service( of course there will be a transpot charge fee),and i think its more personal and private. But i choose to go to their salon and do my 1st IPL treatment ( i scared if i ask them to go to my place, and mum find out ,she can shout and scold me haha)

So , i ask my friend also who want to banish her unwanted hair.... CINDY the dentist... hehe this young pretty and sexy ger... but oppss still got unwanted hair... hehe so we choose ZAP that located at BELEZZA Jakarta.....

www.zap.co.id

1ST We shud sign up and place our particular..some agreement here and there bla bla...oh ya, and the terapist will also explain to us about the treatment and about the growth of this unwanted hair... so we knw that a lot of hair type...:) so if ur hair type quite hard and thick i think shud go on several treatments then can see the result.

her 1st treatment... the spec is from the terapist , to avoid the light from the machine

YAP! what i can repost you from what we were doing for this IPL was awesome,they were using the machine with the power that we can take it, it was not hurt just like small ants bites.. and VOILA.... it was done!
We sign for the package 5 times cost 800 thousand Rupiahs or about 100 ++ SGD dollar and that 5 times it once a month...

and guessed wat?? When we did this IPL think on 7 or 8 January 2011 and now... i was quite amazing of the result, the hair growth slower and not so many as before.. hmm i think its work on me and my frens too... i just wondering i think i no need to sign the packange, just go once , or twice enuf, but the price will be 200 thousand rupiah / 30 SGD dollar. Sign the package means cut off 50 thousand rupiahs ... hehe better to get this discount in order to get a nice and clean armpit. hehe

So, for those who want to remove your unwanted hair u can do permanently , yes i hope, permanently in ZAP.... worth of money and worth of beauty...

Birthday Birthday BASH!!!

2011-01-17T23:34:00.015+08:00

" Happy Birthday To you , happy birthday to you, happy birthday , happy birthday, happy birthday to youuuuuuu.."

i just combine these 2 girls birthday in the same time to minimize the cost of the cake.. hahah dunt said im stingy, cz i am not, but recently there will be alot of birthday bash coming on lately.. so to anticipate my wallet damaged, so better i just combine these birthday. hahaha

Here are they.. Elis and ibun TARI BIRTHDAY!

I Told her to pretend it is surprised.... haha due to a lot of birthday recently and many surprised, and we feel the surprised not IN anymore.. haha so just acting lo... haha

Finally my BIRTHDAY BASH!!! WOHOOOO OKAY... stop it, i cant really happy but still i was the birthday ger and i shud be hapy for it! fact, yea h i get older.. huhuhu im 24 now..:( its time to get more matured and hmm thinking to get married soon... WOW.... hahaha feel still quite young to start a marriage but if my man ask me the mei you ban fa lo...( no worries) i will say " I Do" . haha

These all from my aunty and my cousins.. loves all the presents.... Thank you

From Ibun.. one of my colleguee.. Thank you!

This cake really jialat! really so hard.. but YUMMY... Its Choc fudge and vanilla....its called 3 season i guessed from Cheese Cake Factory Jakarta , Tomang branch.

Pic wit my colleagues From my suster... okay she already taking care of me hmm 24 years.. hahaha since i was a week old :) Thank you!

OKAY.. 26 December was not my birthday only.. but also my Daddy birthday... so i said" happy birthday daddy... and wish u all dreams come true and many happiness, stay young and healthy..."

The day b4 my birthday was 25 December, my fren and i had a fun xmas dinner and chillin in liquid bar i forget what the name of the bar( will reveal on my the other post), so i got surprised by my cousin, mici and my fren a slice of cake.. yeah its 00:00 and its 26 December now.. and i was turn 24 years old! GOSH...... i dunno i shud happy or not m but yes i shud be happy for all these year that God already taking care of me and gi ve me more year to go.. cz i have a lot goals and dreams ! #plz God answer my pray *wink
THANK YOU BABES!

Eranthe and Me, celebrate my advanced birthday @ Swensen Changi airpot , i think these was 2 or 3 weeks b4 my birthday.. haha no worries lha.. cz i was in spore that time and meeting E and her fat BF was so much Fun!!! thank you E!

MY LOVELY UNCOOL COUSIN BIRTHDAY! Mr. Muja
( i will reveal why we called him MUJA)

CI GRESTY BIRTHDAY!

PAK BOY BIRTHDAY BASH!

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New Year 2011

2011-01-10T18:46:00.005+08:00

Happy NEW YEAR 2011

I knw its kinda too late to post this blog, but really , my internet connection on my office is damn lousy and sometimes i just get stress and fed up.... haha hope in Feb , my internet connection at my office can be okay and faster ( ask my account colleague to upgrade the bandwidth of our office)

celebrate new year @Regi place at Park Royal Apartment Jakarta

REGI THE HOST

Cindy with his new hair clip.. okay she can get high and crazy and so funny at the same time!

My Man and I
okay, this pic is really so rare, FYI my Man dunt like to take pic, haiz i think he dunno if i m so often take pic. haha ( will share little bit of how i knw and met up with my new Man.. and i hope this is for the last, cz im so tiring about guy)

It was just pretty , nice and safe New Year Eve 2011 , and FYI it was my 1st sleepover at my fren house, i never ever sleepover before due to my strict overprotected parents, haha but i think now no worries because now i get older and know waht to do and not to do..... :)

Homemade cooking

2011-01-10T18:28:00.002+08:00

This is what i will doing when i got free time...

Please enjoy my homemade soya bean milk with grassjelly.....

Mango Jelly Cocktails...

all these recipe is very easy to make... u just need to be patient to put all the jelly a layer to another.....

MEEKO..

2010-12-14T14:38:00.003+08:00

Plz welcome my new family members.... MEEKO.... see how tiny he was when 3 months old on march 2010 till now December 2010..

He got some problem on his skin thats why need to cut all his hair.. so pity.. become so ugly..

Family potrait

I kiss u and u kiss me

I feel like having a baby now.....

Hello again

2010-12-14T13:29:00.002+08:00

Its been so long long time since im not blogging.. i think my last post stated that i want to blog more often but sometimes just so lazy.

i tell u why im so lazy to blog

1. i need new lappie or PC or any gadget that can help me to blog with big RAM... haha recently my lappie not in the good condition and i think he need to retired soon... maybe i can say my lappie is in COMMA. haha how about PC? yeah my pc in my office so nice but sorry dorry strawbery i wanna say that internet connection in Indon so sucks...

2. INTERNET CONNECTION SO BAD
now im staying in jakarta, Indonesia.. and i cant complain that in here the internet connection still slow comparing while im in spore. While im in Spore i already find that the internet connection also slow,means in Indo soooooo SLOW... haha

3. Too busy
im not saying that im so busy until i cannt do anything. Yes, i still can pamper myself, yes i can still have fun even its little bit and yes , i still can go GYM. But overall ya, my work now are so HECTIC. sometimes i even dunno who is my boss.. ( as long i got good pay is no problem...:) hehe)

4. My life somemore quite complicated, so do my relationship
Yes, i think my last post is on March, means i think on those time i had done my relationship with him. and a lot things happen after that and so many things in my thought. i think i need an assistant to do my blog and i just told my story and let him or her write on my blog. haha

Actually i found some of my frens like to read my rubbish post.. haha once time my fren ask me why im not blog often, he likes to read my rubbish and found quite entertaining.. ( wahh he so silly)
recently, one of my cousin also ask me why im not blog any longer... and i told this pretty little teenage girl that i dunt have time to blog . She told me she like the way im posting the picture and told the story about it. hmmm thank you

i think now its time to start to blog again.....hope i can blog more often then before...

THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO LIKES TO READ MY BLOG

stay tuned in my blog and just hope there are a lot of posting after this. CAOOOOOOOO

Sister...

2010-03-13T00:46:00.002+08:00

my sis knocked at my door and asked whether im hungry or not. and i told that im kinda hungry but not really... cz i just had my dinner " leftover pasta " that my sis cooked the other day. i knw its not filling, but i just eat it. then she decided to cook an instant noodle oh yeah not AN INSTANT NOODLE which is a packet but combined with 2 packets of instants beehoon.... huahahaha so total will be 3 packets. LOL. i knw its so much... i ask her why she cooked so much.. and she only replied that confirm i will took some. YES sister! u ar RITE! HUAHAHAHA.. so end up we had this meal together.. and guessed... almost the noodle she ate by herself.. and im so shock....haha

u see my sister face.. haha so funny.. i think she kinda bloated but she still can finish it. haha she told me , her friends keep asked her why she still looks quite petite and not so fat and my sister cannt answer it. and i told her that all the calories that she will keep in her boobs and butt. huahahaha
i just a lil bit envy for those people who can have a huge meal but still their figure still petite.... small like the food just passing by and never stopped at the stomach and just go into the butt... huahahhaa

these are my sister snacks attacks... she told me these are her snacks for this weeks... huahahaha to acc her doing her project....

these snacks really nice... i tried before and quite cheap somemore... im thinking to send this snacks to my bf to Sydney... haha so he can save his money there... and somemore can be for my gifts for our next monthniverssary.... <3<3<3

Hello

2010-03-12T02:35:00.003+08:00

HELLO... WELCOMIN BACK TO ME... TO MY BLOG... LOL:
i try not to be lazy for now.... I HOPE SO... BUT SEE HOW...:p

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my BFF try to persuade me to continue blogging … but I dunno why those last hmm I think it was almost half year I never write anything. Actually, I already want to start to continue to write my blog but I just lazy to type. and here is tadaaaahhhhh my new post for march 2010. haha
A lot of things happened in my life, there is someone go someone come, there is something old and turns to be brand new and till there is some good and bad things happen in my life. What I learned from last year in general is the “ try to find my true happiness in my life” which turns quite bad ( oh yeah …. Last year I broke up twice WTF and I kinda feel all my effort was useless :( so no more crying for that creature called GUY! BOY! Or MAN!) and if I want to be more specific i try to be more matured in certain ways of relationship especially for my current bf now….and try to be more independent and keep busying with myself so im not really thinking of my relationship.

What I believe now is God created human being in such a beautiful ways and gifted. I knw human being is a social cannt live without each other and need accompanion but, we should understand and know that actually human being is alone. Just think when we were born, we born alone ( except twins I guessed) so we should be ready if we nobody beside us. For me I think I need to accept the condition that I always in the long distance relationship, I just dunno why , I kinda used to it. I knw its hard but I quite enjoy it, even sumtimes I can feel the loneliness but I still can take it. And for now my relationship is more in the serious stages( ok this i=one I just hope its really serious lol) , I, in the middle of my process to fully accept and love my BF, and I hope it works well. Hehe I just dunt want in the middle of my process to love somebody and accept the why who he is suddenly no wind no rain then break up.. I can really get pissed of it. ( okay.. FYI, I still cannt get over of sumthin.. not because the “ someone” but the things that ends up surprisingly shocking me till hmm not death but I think just like if went to emergency unit. Wkwkwkw)

Because im alone nt means that my bf not thinking about me( okay.. I just hoping he thinking about me.. haha ) . Sometimes I kinda feel is my bf really have that feeling for me or not? Is he missing me or not? Or is he ever kinda thinking about me? I m not sure about all those kind but im sure he will. He is so far away( Sydney and its 3 hours diff from Singapore) and I think he kind of routine guy. Haha I slightly knw when he will wake up, take lunch, dinner, off to campus or back from campus , what he is doing on his free time and till arnd 10 pm he will off to bed and will text me. I knw its kinda boring but I feel that soon or later if I decided to be with him it will be like that and I believe all guys is like that…. Will have their monotonous routines of life and we .. woman should be clever and try to seek of their attention but plz try to avoid all those noise and nonsense things or u will be end up with “ annoying gf ever “ to them.

Sometimes when guys already get us and get our heart they ar sumtimes forget to maintain the relationship. Woman is naturally want to be loved and care , in the other hand , the bf that already seems busy with their works or activities sometimes forget that his gf need a attention not only a STATUS that said” U AR MY GF”. I knw its kinda cheesy when we read shout on fb or kind of romantic story on web or blog or whatever it is and we ( woman) just hoping that we are the subject in that post… and even sometimes we can feel envy for those who have romantic times with their gf or bf. Hehe so for all the guys.. hei I tell u… treat ur gf carefully with tender and care, give them a lil praise and all thos nonsence sentence such as” u are the best ger I ever had”,” I think ur daddy is roberer cz he robbed my heart for u” “ I just want to stare at ur eyes, cz ur eyes as bright as the star”. “ do I need lock ur heart? Cz I scared to loose u….”

WOWWWW SOOOOO LOL…. So chezzzzyy.. haha but I like it! It can be spices for ur relationship to be more flowery and full of sparkles…. hihihi

For me for now… I just try to keep in mind that my bf is sayang and care for me, I knw he cannt show it of ( cz we in distance) for nw but I just hope soon… wahhh I think my post full of hoping and wish… haha yap!

Human being should have faith and hope for something so they can be more spirit full to face this cruelty world.

She promised to herself that she will not crying

2010-02-04T23:07:00.001+08:00

She promised to herself that she will not crying

Look at the girl rite here….
Yes, she is crying
Crying silently and quietly
Hiding under her blanket and pillow
She knows this kind of things will happen soon
She knows this kind of situation will happen to her soon or later
She promised to herself that she will not crying

She has brave heart
She has strong heart
She is trying to be cool and calm
Still… She promised to herself that she will not crying

But she just a girl

Girl who has weak heart
Girl who wants to hide her true feeling
Girl who just wants to act like nothing will happen to her
Still…She promised to herself that she will not crying

She is just a girl who need boy
Boy who can be with her in any kind of situation
Boy who can be with her when she need him
Boy who can be with her when she need shoulder to cry on
Still… she promised to herself that she will not crying

She needs more than a boy
She needs a MAN rather than a boy
Man who can manly protect her
Man who can manly support her
Man who can manly love her
Still… she promised to herself that she will not crying

Now the time is coming…
The Man that she loves will be away
The man that she just tried to know will be away
The man that she just tried to understand will be away
She know it; she realized it
And she promised to herself that she will not crying

Her Man will be away
Away for a while
A while for something
Something for a reason
Reason to be ready
Ready for his future
Her Man know that he will leave His Girl
and he promised to his girl that he will be coming back again to her
His Girl know that Her Man will leave her
And she promised to herself that she will not crying

In the end
she is just a girl that will crying when she knows that she will be apart
in the end
she is just a girl that will crying when she noticed her man will be in distance
in the end
she is just a girl that will crying when she doesn’t know when she will meet her man again.

Soon or later she will cry…
She is crying now….
Tears that she try to holds and hides from
In the end she couldn’t holds and hides anymore
Even she promised to herself that she will not crying

(For now on....
she will promised to herself that she will not crying no more
she will just right here waiting for his man to come back for her)

-Coralline (040110)-

RANDOM

2009-11-23T03:50:00.004+08:00

I knw its quite sometimes i never blogging.. never post anything... yap my life lately a bit sucky.. haha i dunt want to talk about love for rite now cz i haven't cure yet! hmm its really hard for me.. still shock for what happened to me lately.. but still i will cheerish all those moment that we had been goin through. will never feel regret that prince had been there for me.. and know prince im really glad.

Lucky me.. i will be fly to LA on tuesday... i can call it HEARTBROKEN GATEWAY.. haha again?? haha why im so unlucky about love. haha but nice rite?my heart break but i can go travel to US. hahaha hope everything gonna find there.. i wish...

hmm and lately i want to thx for sum1 that unexpectedly come into my life and make my life abit happy.. i hope i can know abt him better. This is really unexpected! UNEXPECTED!

SO i just want to say... THANK YOU for COMIN INTO MY LIFE... and give a light to my sorrowness....

nice song:)

2009-11-23T03:42:00.000+08:00

I Never Knew Love -- by LOvie Poe

I open my eyes, only to see
Just how sad this world could be
That I often cry alone… ohh

I look at the sky, longing to see
There’s a chance out there for me
For my heart to be set free

My friends had say that it’s ok
When rainbow’s fade in clouds of gray
But in my heart I know someday
True happiness will come my way

I never knew love till I found you
I’s magic in your smile
Never knew love till I saw you lookin’ in my eyes
And suddenly our sadness disappears
True love has fin’lly shown its smilin’ eyes on me

I’m searching the skies hopin’ to see
If there’s someone out there for me
Who will set my poor heart free

No ones believe that love was just a fairytale
But each time you hold me
Those fairytales come true… on you

its OVER again

2009-11-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

Another brokenhearted!
but i know i think it is better for us
i am glad we are not blame each other but we laugh together when we broke up.
i will cherish all the happy and lovely moments that i spent with you
Glad that we still can out together and spend time..
no matter what we are now... i was glad to know you and ever be with you.
bestfriend yes we are , i hope i can... like wat you want....

Singapore is a FINE city :)

2009-10-14T23:54:00.004+08:00

i just kana FINE...BUS FARE FINED!!!

i was take a bus today and i think today was my unlucky day.
Usually my ezlink card i put in my small purse, but today i found my card was not there..( actually there but inside my WALLET... not in my purse.. and so hard to grab my wallet( because i put too many things inside my bag haha) to save the time and i dunt want ppl staring at me... i just use my one dollar coins.

when i almost reached my place suddenly got inspections.... i thot he only checking the card, so i show my ezlink card ( finnaly i found my ezlink card) and the inspector ask whether i tap the card or not. i said no cz im using coins. then he asked to show him the receipt.( walauuu i keep searching my receipt..i couldn't remember where i put again , then suddenly i found it.( i dunno its good or bad idea when i found the receipt)

i showed my receipt and.....

insp: one dollar its not enuf. u take the bus from alexandra rite? where will u go?
me: Bugis( stoning face)
insp: ( he took out all his paper.. showing me all the directions and the cost)... Read More

so u took the bus from alexandra to bugis and u only pay one dollar where got enuf?
me: how i knw? the bus driver also never say anything.( try to give innocent looks)
insp: its 1.40 u knw.. why u never ask the bus driver? ( showing me another paper.. the FINE cost paper)
me: hayahhh... then i pay another 40 cent lo..( lol)
insp: cannt u must pay the fine, ok lets see.... so u ar from alexandra to bugis.. its 17 stops. hmm its 20 dollar.
me: huh? but its my first time leh?
insp: still, how abt if u just give me ur ic then later SAMAN will collect the fine for u
me: no need, i will just pay now( i scared later SAMAN will charge me more than 20 bucks. )
insp: ok i will issue u the receipt.
me: THANK YOU

HUAA... I EVEN CAN SAY THANK YOU... unbelievable. i can see al ppl stare at me
( 3 stop after bugis station)
insp: i thot u will go down at bugis station?
me: i pay the fine already wat? and no money already.. may as well i take the bus all the way till my place lo...

The end

damn f*ck....
the matter is... why even only first time still kana fine? like there is no chance at all. like this how ppl can learn from their mistake??i knw there are a lot of brochure abt this penalty but like usual where got ppl care? they will be care( like me ) and learn from the mistake after made mistake.

maybe next time they should upgrade their system. then each ezlink will be also an ID, so can knw whether that person is really first time do this kind of mistake or often.
nvm lha.... just think the inspector did his well job, and means he is working... and maybe have a story to tell to his fams when reached home.

the inspector reached home after work...

wife: honey...tired is it?? hows work today??
insp: normal only... like usual lo.. nothin specialll but ermmm NO.. there is sumthin special.. today i finally catched a passenger who underpay the bus fare. somemore she only missed 40 cents only. huaha but still must pay 20 dollars.
wife:wow.. congratulationsss. finally there is something exiting with ur job!!!
insp: so kid? next time u also must becareful ok... PAY THE CORRECT FARE...and ask the bus driver if u dunt knw.
kid: WAT??? 20 bucks?? oh okay..( hororing)

( the kid suddenly realized, everytime he took the bus and pay with coins, he also pay only 1 dollar haha)

the end---

mid autumn celebration

2009-10-05T23:52:00.005+08:00

where was i two half weeks back? hmmmm i was in the mooncake festival at Takashimaya Square. Work there as the sub chef to make the mooncake..... it is fried yam mooncake... A.K.A Teochew mooncake....

So i was there help the shi fu to fold and fried the mooncake... so can u imagine how oily it was? make the mooncake in front of to public actually is so fun... many ppl look at us.. and their face looks so amazed on what we did to make the mooncake. hehe some of the ppl sometimes also pretend that they knw how to make it.. haha they really sound how to make it.... but the FACT is.... so hard...

What i mean by so hard is on how to open the skin, or hmmm how to make the layer of the skin. i already tried to open the skin but till now i cannt. i only can fold it.

First day, i couldn't fold the mooncake.. i can but so slow..... ( im a bit shock when the boss told me that i will work om the kitchen and help the shi fu to make the mooncake. a bit proud to myself also because overall , what the public bought it , it was from my handmade... so give applause to may" hand " that work so hard to make the mooncake.... cz i can feel around my hand a bit hurt, a bit sprain i think. ) but day by day.. i become so fast.. and sometimes i dont need to see the dough and the filling. huahaha sound so PRO. but trust me.. its so hard and can sprain ur hand..... Why? because? can u imagine a day we make a bout 300-400 mooncake? and its all by hand? one by one and its HANDMADE.... wew....

the mid Autumn festival was till 4th of november, but my class start on 1stNovember.... so.. no choice for irene and me...In the morning we work at 9 pm and then went school on 11.30 am and back to work again on 4.30 pm. huaaa how hectic it was!!!! the result?? we were so sleepy on class... huahaha

this bakerzin guy i think keep flirt with one of our fren. huahaha and maybe next year he can join our booth instead or bakerzin booth... but nvm lha.. this guy can give their mooncake... so take and give its okay lo.... thx yiqi that already so kind and willing to be so close with this guy. huahaha

With Boss

the last dat i managed to try to make OTAH MOONCAKE.. and its turn so nice... haha cz its hot lha... hahaha maybe next year they can sell otah mooncake... haha and the others were Crispy durian mooncake.. which we sell for special order....

Time to clean our booth.. WOWWWW.... so dirtyyyyy .... huahaha

So thats all for this year..

THE MOONCAKE FESTIVAL IS OVER.. I HOPE I CAN BE THERE AGAIN NEXT YEAR. IT WAS TIRING BUT SO FUN....:)

<3 Fiji water

2009-09-16T00:28:00.003+08:00

Since i was in Spore.. i was normally choose Indonesian Brands of mineral water than Spore brand mineral water. But i still drink Spore mineral water if no choice. hehe.
For me, Indonesia mineral water is the best. i can differentiate and compare the taste of Indon and Spore mineral water... . So far, from what i can compare is the taste of Spore mineral water is bitter than Indon water. Same as another International brand like Evian, the taste a bit bitter and a bit hmm thick?? hehe

i dunno why i can feel that but it is true. If u drink Indon mineral water the taste is so fresh and so light and not bitter at all. For me, only such as oxygenate water that have bitter and thick taste. haha i wonder how u all to imagine " THICK " taste. lol.

AQUARIN is the normally mineral water that i choose..

cz AQUA a bit expensive also.

Since long time ago, i want to taste Fiji mineral water..but i knw it is so expensive. Cold storage selling abt 2.60 for the small ones. Compare to Carefour.. they are selling cheaper than Cold Storage. The small bottle about 1.60 or 90 i think. So, when i went to Carefour the other day, i was managed to bought this, Fiji mineral Water....

FIJI MINERAL WATER

LETS SEE.... WHAT IS THE TASTE LOOKS LIKE....

wOWWWW...

woowww

the taste of this water was so WONDERFULLLL.. hahaha

so fresh and hmmm i dunno how to describe but confirm this water is really good. U can feel energetic, and suddenly i can drink whole bottle directly... hahaha SO SO SO LIGHT and not bitter at all.

i think i try not into this expensive water... hahaha cz the water is so expensive. i can buy 2 big bottle of another indon brand of mineral water... with the same price as Fiji mineral water the big bottle ones. haha haizzz but i still enjoy this water... hahaha i think i can be so healthy cz i really can finished 1 liter of Fiji Mineral water directly. hahaha

Today i just bought the 1 liter Fiji Mineral water s$2.90.. at carefour. and guess what? it left halfway already.. hahaha and i think by tonite i can drink all... hahahaha i really can turn so healthy if i keep drink this water i guess. but my POCKET, i think will turn UNHEALTHY... HAHA

I Knw a lot of international celebrities were also drink this EXPENSIVE mineral water. Somemore some of them ,"Fiji water" is the MUST item on their list of beverage.http://coolspotters.com/beverages/fiji-water. Many of magazine and website have reviews on this FIJI water. hmmm i just loves this water so much but i am wondering why this water so expensive??? maybe because its from FIJI island.. and water is so precious on that island. hahahaha

i hope i can still consumed this Fiji mineral water

i love FIJI WATER....

".. FROM THE ISLANDS OF FIJI.. NATURAL ARTESIAN WATER..... "

ps: i edit all the lightings of these pics.. cz my face was so OILy.. HAHAH.. but i dunno how to make myself nt so oily. so i just play with the curves..and brightness. i hope its not tooo weird.. :)

Beauty Perception

2009-09-13T13:42:00.004+08:00

Never use this semi-dress before.... like usual i bought online but i never wear it. But cz i feel now i lack of wardrobe , just use all the clothes that i never wear before. hahaha

Dunno what to write again... ohhh hmmm ok lets take a look on my nose.... i think my nose quite flat comparing with my sis and bro. hahaha when kiddo , my relatives were often mocking at me , that they thot i am not my parents real daughter, cz i have dark skin, fat, and my nose so flat. hahaha Sometimes i feel so down and reflect on my self. Am i really that ugly?? LOL.... but i never have thot to make nose job or sumthin to make me prettier...i will reveal my teenage looks when i have time to scan and post it in here.

but when the times goes by... i feel my metamorphosis turns a bit hmm quite okay... my nose grow a bit sharp... hahaha just a bit.. really a bit... haha that time i think because i had pimple a big ones on my nose..so i think the " leftover" of the pimple make a bit contribution on my flat nose to looks a bit sharp. but noted it just A BIT!! hahaha

But i knw... nowadays a lot of teenagers (female mostly) are daring to do nose job. i was also shock when know abt this facts. From the trusted source of information that i knw and she was also told me abt her plan to have nosejob... Nowadays.. among the teenagers this nose job issues are common things that they did for beauty. Beside the nose job the eyelids surgery was also common things for them especially for them who dunt have eyelids since they were born.

i am so glad that i have natural eyelids since i was kid and its real ones. even my left and right side the eyelids is diff, but still i have that eyelids. hehehe

My trusted source of information told that she decide to do this nose job because she feel that her nose is so gross , big , and ugly. Somemore she want to make herself prettier because she just had broken heart and its really make her so down and undirectly feel want to make the " EX" regret. So she thot to make herself preetier.

Her mom disagree with her decision. So she will " secretly" do this surgery with her father accompanion. In my opinion, actually she no need to take this surgery... she still so young still in phase of grow up. She is just 17 years old and her body and appreance still growing.

Despite of her decision, i knw its a bit dillematic decision. scared of the risk when post surgery and the result of the surgery. i just can advice her to think abt it again, it needs or not. and if she want to do this surgery dunt because she want to make her" Ex" regret of her.. and dunt because she feel that become outer beauty is so .. so much important to attract guys. i ADMIT that in the real world , ppl still judge a person by her or his looks, but if we make it closer to the person, knw the person not beauty as they thot( inner beauty) , ppl will can ignore them and perhaps they will told another ppl that that or this ger or guy is pretty but pity on them, they are so dumb and bimbotic kind of person. and in the end ppl will just take advantage on them.

So inner beauty still the most important than outer beauty. and if we already have an inner beauty dunt forget to upgrade our outer looks also. Where got ppl in this world like to see ugly and dirty person? hahaha nowhere.... so balanced it and u will find satisfaction of life.

Moreover if we want to upgrade our physical looks, plz be aware that we did this because our self happiness , not because of someone happiness.

i admit also i still struggling to loose weight till now! it was not because my bf ask me to do or anyone ask me to do, but i want for myself for my own satisfation and happiness ( to be slim is my dream that i hope it will came true.. haha just imagine that time when i was fat, very hard to find proper clothes and ppl will keep saying " fattie fattie.... " hahaha so iritating and annoying)

IF my bf happy abt my looks, just take it as a compliment and a BONUS, after i did a lot of effort to slim down . HAHAHA but i havent reached my goals... and haizzzz feel useless already... hahahha my diet will ruined if there a lot good food, especially my hometown food and i will thinking" THERE IS TOMORROW TO START ON DIET.." hahaha. yaaa... there will be a tmr.... lol

ps: hmm i knw what it feel likes when became fat girl.... i really knw... :(

Stay happy stay healthy and stay pretty:)

2009-09-12T19:54:00.000+08:00

Taken this from notes on my fren fb. HAHA SO FUNNY....LOL

In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB),

> > > > And most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP).
> > > > Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB).
> > > > If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD) and
> > > > get more from you.
> > > > So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE)?
> > > > With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS), you are forced to Pay the
> > > > Sum Ahead (PSA), Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some
> > > > Banks (POSB).
> > > > And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.
> > > > When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating
> > > > Hospital (MOH), You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral
> > > > (CPF) fund.
> > > > If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart(NUH)
> > > > to treat you, And you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH)
> > > > To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway(COE).
> > > > If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP) on
> > > > the roads.
> > > > If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train
> > > > (MRT), OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS).
> > > > Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can
> > > > relax, Not even the good old place we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA)!!!

credit : milis yahoo indo-sing Sylvia Lin

New Housemate part 2

2009-09-11T19:42:00.006+08:00

Let's meet up my new housemates...

tadaahhhh nope this one is not.. this one is my sis...who i think i spend my whole life sharing bed with her.. sharing cloth with her.. huahaha sharing clothes is a common things between siblings.... but all my expenses on cloths and shoe will used by her. haizzz sometimes i ask her to buy cloths but she refused and she just replied by saying that " hmm in the end u will buy what.. so for what i buy also... " . Crazyy ger.. so all my clothes is often used by my sister.

Sometimes i am also kinda mocking her by saying:

" eh.. that one the t shirt whos ones?"
" urs"
" shorts? whos ones?'
" urs"
" the shoes"
" urs"
" then all the things u are wearing is mine?'
" ya lo.."
" zzzzzz"

the worst part when my mom come to Spore, she will nagging at me by told me to stop bought all those clothing things... and take a look at my sister... she never spend on clothing.... zzzz i think my mum dunno if my sister used my cloths also so she thot that my sis save so much than me.... LOL... where got????? i work, i spend and i save , so i think it fair for me ......

Okay.. lets skip the intermezzo of my sister... lets back to my housemate... Stacy... she is still so young and quite attractive and her age still so young..... by this 20 september she will hit 17 years old.. OMG.. she still 17 years old. and me ckckck almost 23 years old ... haizzzz i think must thinking to get married also.. OMG... no no no .. i think still so longgggggggg till i am ready to get married..... Living like this, alone take care of my sis and bro and all the household matters already make me so headache and feel like i am matured but not in the right time. hahaha

my sis have a natural innocent looks.. but guess what.. she pro on drinking things hahahaha so we went to CAFEGUANA.. at clarkquay there and order drink. For that nite i never drink.. cz i think my level of alcohol still there.. ( Powerhouse party) smiling at my fat stomach. haha actually she want to order a jug! gosh! a jug or margarita? haha who wants to drink dudeeeee.. U ALONE??? hahaha even stacy cannt take it to drink the wine.. in the end my sis who finished it. hahaha

Yap! cz she is still new in town.. no choice for me to show her all around Spore and the best spot to hang out. She want to go to Clarquay .. so we took her there and not forget to take pic also. she want to go to all the place that alots of youngester especially guys.. oftenly hang out.... feel wan to bring her to Timbre also.. but just last week i went there... feel like boring also.. hahaha although i think the ambience still nice and very cozy. want to bring her to the club also a bit dangerous.. haha cz she havent 17th and i dunno here in spore they allowed or not 17 years old go into club. haha

hmmm..... i feel kinda bored in here.. i dunno what should i do during weekend.. i just want to sleep and watch japanesse or western drama.. i really like to homed so much!!! i dunno why.. i just feel that i need a bunch of ppl haha maybe a group to hang out with. Somemore i dunno how to explore Singapore anymore.. any suggestions??? but i think i want to learn to use prof camera so i think i will find a new things to be explored.

Mooncake festival coming and i must get ready to work and to be TIRED!!!!

New Housemate

2009-09-09T03:11:00.003+08:00

This is my neue housemate... hmmm guess? which one? the right or left ones? hahaha the right ones is her mother... hahaha .. ya lo her mother still looks so young , hip, and pretty somemore.. they really looks like sisters. LOL.... her name is Stacy and she will taking course on Toni and Guy academy... in hairdressing course... hmmm i think i can ask her to upgrade my stupid grozzy ugly hair.. that is so straight, not bouncy, lack of shine and hard to style ones. wohooo hehehe i will ask her to help me to curl my hair... and ask her to teach me how to style hair.. haha

This afternoon i was acc her to the academy itself at Bugis. the place was so comfy and really hairdressing school.... and there were a lot of hair model ( it is not ACTUAL MODEL.. but model that surrender theirself to be cut, trimmed, colored, perm, and all the hairdressing method. i can see a lot of scary, terrifies and stressfull face there.. haha)

so.. WELCOME my new housemate.. hope u feel comfort living with the nicest person in the WORLD named christine.. who will guide u to be better person hahahaha :p

welcome Eugenia Stacy

Finally the package from My fren Ake coming... GOSH.. i already scared if this package will be missing... hpfhhh.....i m so relieve.. THX AKEEEE

hope to healthy person onwards... ;p

my America trip will be on 24 november till 24 dec 2009. Hope everything will be alrite and nothin to be worried. i kne i use my own saving money, cz now my family economic not really in a good condition and need moneny aldo for their bussiness. When i told my mum abt the expenses that i will be spend on America trip, my mum said if my dad, got money and will repay me. wohoooo i feel happy lo, but somemore, actually its no need. cz i still got balance, and i believe there will be a away taht money can come, as long we want to keep trying and believe in everything in God and always do the best things for the world and believe that if we wantto keep trying and not easy to give up, im sure there will be a way, for money to say " HELLO" and " I WANT TO BE IN UR WALLET.. "
HAHAHAHA

Thats for today....the date today is 090909. i knw its sound so interesting and the number so nice. until so many ppl use it for their marriage and baby birth or doing a anniversary. for me it is just a number.. it is nice but hmmm its number only. but i knw deep inside my heart said taht i want to own that number tooo.... but for what ya??? hahahaha

huaaa.. i m so sleepy.. my bf... is DOTA-ing.. and if he DOTA-ing , means he being " single " looo hahaha and cannt distract him. haha

Somehow i wonder who created this DOTA things.. i really hate it. hahaha

i think better i go sleep.. tmr will be still a lot things to do

i love u darling i love u

New Space...AND kOREAN noodleee

2009-09-08T00:48:00.014+08:00

Yakult Korean Noodle

Believe it or not.. it was stated Yakult seafood noodle

But it turns up like normal Korean Noodle.. hahaha it was still SUPER nice..

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On the 9th my housemate will come to SG and rent one of my room. so no choice for me to move out frm that empty room into this living room. :) it is doesnt matter to me as long there is a table and comfort zone to do all those things like studying, fb-king, eating, watching online, and blogging.. somemore i can watch TV too in living room. :)

SO this is a looks of my new space....i knw it was looks so messy but its ok...

My new hello kitty mouse.. its wireless mouse.. till today i am always failed to use it because it needs time to on off the mouse ( so it can save the battere), but if suddenly can connect into the lappie.... it turns so nice... very fast and like normal mouse also and the important things is no need cabel.....that is sometimes so troublesome...

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KOREAN NOODLE

AGAIN?? WTH but still nice.. haha

Having Korean Noodle with Dewi and my sis and actually the left over in the end my bro finished it. hahaha the korean noodel was so AWESOME.So nice... and the portion so much

my sis also joined us

sATURday date

2009-09-08T00:35:00.008+08:00

i m still trying to use my bro DSLR HAHA

TIMBRE pizza is the greatest pizza so far...

hell's pizza und tandori chicken

my side view.. captured by Dewi. she told me that my side view looks so nice.. can see my jawline so sharp. haha so i turned and start to act. haha

Lychee Martini

Monster was eating... hahaha She is so silly

" wi, do u ever take pic @ Esplanade around?"

"hmmm never.. i never take pic and go there before also"

" cRAZY..then everytime u go to SG, u only go shopping isn't it"

" of course lhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

so i took her to Esplanade and take pic around there and not forget to take near the F1 circuit route.. hahahhaha

Powerhouse...

2009-09-08T00:18:00.007+08:00

Last Friday, i was managed to attend Indo party at St. James Powerhouse... the party itself it was from 7 pm-10 pm. But like normally , ppl will not attend so early... so in the end i managed to reach there arnd 9 pm, and there were still few ppl. But it was okay.. because my "bro" Salvian was also brought his BUNCH of his frens. huahahaha some of them female and some of them.. ermm i can say.... MOST of them guys... but they were younger than me. Hhehehe( ps: for my bf.. u no need to be worry.. im not flirt here and there... haha)

arnd 11 the crowd began to start.. and the ambience become so hip.. that was we called" clubbin time" and let;s go to hit the FLOOR.... :)

Stefi was also there.. of course lha... she the one who intro me to this party also... hehe i like her looks... for me she can be inspirational icon.. haha like her artworks also. So creative and innovative.. u can check out her blog in here http://ohowlandlyridzwannabe.blogspot.com/

they are still young.. huhuhuhu they still 17th and hmm 19 th i think... huhuhu do i look like them??? haha can lha.. 17 years old.. i still can look like i am 17th. haha

This guy named ferdy. i thot he was one of Salvian fren.. but guess what? he didn;t knw everyone.. and he just joined us on the spot and went with us to VIVO CITY SOMEMORE. hahaha such a bit weird guy.. haha can just join without any hesitation. haha but nice lha.. means he is sociable.. but for me.. i think i cannt so fast become so close with new person... haha

Salvian in action... he was so SOBER that nite.. haha

Introduce u to a skillfullpainter... haha widi... is a painter.. she took course at Lassale same as stefi .. and she take painting course i think...:)

This perfomed by i dunno what leh.. haha but all is malay and they sing acapella and suddenly they sing KOPI DANGDUT... GOSH... haha but i admit they sing quite nice and entertaining

Leftover jugsssss of vodka mixer.. wowwww haha got this from the crew. haha

Thats wrap the party for that nite..... c u next time guysssssss

free time

2009-09-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

Another project that i was doing today.. hehe i've got this inspiration from my fren after i done " secret door" movie poster. because one of the, keep make fun of me.. so make this for him. this pic was taken when he went back to Sydney...( dunno why he must bring matress there hahaha ) i knw deep inside his heart he was so down and sad and kind of dilema to leave Jakarta to be back to his real life in Sydney...

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Today i was so free and i managed to browse all this kind of new application to make our photo more fun. If u want to get a magazine looks just check out this cool website

http://www.magmypic.com/

This is so fun...
tadaahhhhh what i did for my pics is turn so nice.. :)

Not forget to add my prince pics also.. wow.. i dunno why i just find he was looks so cool and handsome in this pic.. his smile so nice and make me melting... huahaha

the rest were our friend pics haha this application really make me addictive

sometimes when i was so free i will doing more than this.. haha but my lazyness always distract me :)

ps: I MISS PRINCE SO MUCH

edit edit edit

2009-09-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

" I will always be there for u...."

Editing by using some tools from website is so much fun.. i was photoshoping some prince pics and turns so nice. oh yeah i was using http://www.dumpr.net/ and adobe photoshop also :)

Check out on that site and u can play with ur photoS. Make ur pics Fun and Antique.

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Actually i found another web for make a movie poster, but after i use it turns so bad. the proportion turns not well so i decide just do manually using adobe photoshop. hmm i think too much word and some of words are wrong.. haha but nvm this is just waht i do when i want to kill my time...

this pics taken when prince and all his fren came to Singapore and we went to Sentosa. i took this pics by asking price and his friends to pose. Actually i want the scariest pose but it turned out like this. hahaha

The wedding

2009-09-01T23:51:00.009+08:00

i was wondering why the photographer took this ugliest pose on me. hahaha but somehow i feel so funny.. see my face like that. hahaha this was when make up session when i become bridesmaid of my lovely cousin. I was remember i didnt have enuf sleep that nite and must woke up arnd 3 am. and reached the salon arnd 3.30 am. hmmmm become brides was so troublesome... envy those men side, the groom that no need to do this all the make-up things...

see my face looks like i was so envy with my sis who was getting married. hahah SO UGLY me... haha

Lovely cousin and my naughty cute nieces

This is my sister.. huahaha bluff.. this is my aunty... haha looks so young but actually she got 3 sons and all already grown up like this

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Tadahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
( the oldest one is in Spore took Diploma In NAFA)

QUITE HOT AND SEXY ISN'T SHE?? HEHE
Okay.. this one so silly.. my mum want to recall all her memories.. so faster i loooking for the cake sword from the cake person and grab my father to do this. haha my father so shy.. but i manage to take their pics. hahaha

Congrats sis... finally ............ wish u all the best for ur marriage and thx for asking me for being ur bridesmaid.

posed with my mum and dad

i was like to playing with this dress. hahaha the slayer i can put on my head and become like this. hahahaha so fun...feel like a bit Iranian ppl . ahahha

this is the best men... i think i was looks so big comparing to him. huahahaha he is my cousin in law bestfren. ( hmmm i think i really need to work out and start on diet.. hayahhh im looks so GROSS... haha)

With another lovely cousin. they are the siblings of the bride.

Bestman and Bridemaid photo session

they asked to give the natural or silly pose.. and when they count 1. 2. 3 then i just shocked them huahuahuauuahua

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OKay.. i just received this pic from my cousin.. hahaha guess what?? actually i was noticed when they put the lens towards me... hahaha but i pretend dunno.. haha and i ACT.. huahahahaha but i dunno the result it turns so NATURAL.. haha and for me quite perfect. hahaha u see clearly on my lips.. i really make those act lips hahaha.. want to feel to have sexier lips.
huhauhauuaha

Moment w/u

2009-09-01T16:40:00.003+08:00

I was used to have long distance relationship before. And i was kinda dunt have any problem with that. but for now... having this LDR is so hard for me. i dunno why, but i often feel lonely if he is not here with me. Haiz.... i think i really love prince so much and i scared to loose him.

Actually no need to be worried to much, cz i knw i can count and trust him so much. Somemore there a lot of technologies that can use for us to interact with each other. hahah but the matter is the TIME... yeahhh the time.... sometimes we couldnt meet each other because our time is not match . Haizzz last few days ago or hmm i think past weeks ago, when i was still in my hometown, i can feel not secure and keep missing prince. Actually we almost everytime see each other and spend time, but i just feel not enuf. hahaha and sometimes i was grumbling to him , throw all my tantrums to him, being emotional affected and show all those act that i think he can also mad at me. huahahaha but in the end i found... thats all because my cycle of menstruation coming SUDDENLY... LOL.... hahahaha i keep denied when he told me" ehh ur menses coming is it?" and i replied" no leh... still so far far away.."
hahahahhaha

But, i m glad that prince was so patient with my emotion. THX u darling.

i love u

i miss those moment when he came here, suprised me with his MAGIC appreance ( u gave me suprise, and actually by the same time, i post sumthin to u also for surprise.lol)
. haha i couldnt imagine that all his friends and his fams also hide this plan towards me. haha i couldnt believe his mom also ask his sis, not to spell out this suprise plan. hahaha cute Mum and thx u aunt....ya.... he came to Spore and shocked me, and i really get shocked and couldn;t believe it. He made it and its prove that he really loves me.

His coming was make me knw the reason why he asked me not to go to Malaysia. But sorry, i bought the tix already and readers... do u knw what? secretly after he knw i bought the tix already and he came to sg, i was planning to buy tix for him also ( thinking that the tix for gift also hehe for our 2nd months together) , so in the morning when he havent woke up i secretly, grab his back and looking for his passport. huahuaha and i found it. hmmmm, UNLUCKLY me, this Mlaysia tix suprise was unsuccessful due to my lovely cute sexy fren who stay there chat with prince, and she asked abt our trip to Malaysia. hahaha i looked at the conversation and keep sayang " why u so stupiddddddddddddddd" hahahaha" dunt be stupid dun be stupid" until she realize it was surprise. haha in the end i told prince that i bought tix for him ( it was because keep asking me, why i keep saying my fren SO STUPID UNTIL LIKE MAD if there is no reason behind it. haha) but he was insist to pay me back..... hahaha so sweet lha u... thx u darlin.... actually now my economic status not really in the good way. US. trip will coming and i must prepare for all the cost included shopping etc arnd 3k in Sin dolar or maybe 4 k in sin Dolar. haizzzzzzzz so expensive. But i think my saving should be enuf and will still have balance. hehehe

U are my Sunshine after The Rain

Shopping w/ mom

2009-08-31T22:41:00.005+08:00

Today was quite busy for myself. Working so troublesome but still Ok. After work i was meeting my mum at Orchard and we were doing some shopping activity. huahahahahah and i went to WATSONS.... my fav personal store to bought this:

masks... for my face and eyes. haizzz i feel like ZOMBIE nowadays..... and the dark circle is there.... stuck on my face... and make feel that i am almost like PANDA and ZOMBIE. hayahhhh actually i knw that this type of eye mask is nonsence if u not take care urself and have proper sleep. hahaha but nvm... just stick it to my eyes and will do... i hope miracle MIRACLE FOR MY EYES...... ( wink***)

Next was my differin cream.. wohooo im so happy....why? because this cream actually need doc prescription if u want to purchase. but i ask the person there, how about if ppl from overseas and want to buy. and the person told that provide paspor and ticket. suddenly my brain do some works.... hahahahha i ask my mum to come by near the watsons there and help me to show her pasppor and ticket. Huaaa lucky my mum was bring along her passport and ticket. hehehe i am so happy..... oh ya.. i purchase 2 tubes. but one of them got 10 percent discount because on Dec 2009 will expired. hehehe then i thot its okay. cz i am using everyday.. and i dunt have any stock for this cream anymore. I am happy also because if i need to buy this cream i must go back to Natioanl Skin Center and meet the doctor and will cost me about 100 ++ bucks. Somemore, the doctor only prescribe me products that sell on WATSONS and only this cream . I remember that time , first tome saw this doctor and the doctor said" i think nothing wrong with ur face".

Haizzzz i think maybe the person who come there is in serious condition and need the real dermatology expert to solve their skin problem. hahaha i admit when i went there , all the patients were in serious pimples and scars. hehe

Oh ya.. forget to tell about the use of cream. this cream can use for scar , remove the black scar after u squezzes ur NASTY IRRITATING PIMPLES , peeling, and hmmm i think can make face brighther. hehehe its proven by me....!!!!!! this is GOOD SKIN PRODUCT.

bought this novel. i think quite interesting. hehehe im act like so pro ..... like person who really like books. hahaha but i remember since primary i dunt like read comic but i prefer to read novel. and i read my cousin novel and all were romance theme. hahahah
This novel is about a teenage girl who suddenly can see ghost , supernatural things, raise he dead, etc. She is a walking experiment.and the experiment become so scary and threaten the experimenter.
( hmmm quite interesting rite? hmmm i like some ghost and supernatural story... i am looking for something like " Ghost Whisperer" my fav tv shows)

in the end.. TADAHHHHHHHHH, i bought this one for my mum. so long she say she want LONGCHAMP BAG.... the basic ones( actually i have 2 pcs already, one is the limited edition" the number 2605" which i left in Jakarta so she can using it and other is the big red folding bag) but my mum felt so tempted about this bag. so i grab her to the LONGCHAMP STORE and ask her whether she want the POUCH ( she told me the pouch will be use for her savings books, cheque , small document) or the bag. i knw she want the folding bag also, but i prefer the one that unfold but the type is almost like the folding bag. In the end, she choose the pouch that in gold editions. the normal pouch ( the material is same like the folding bag) is 89 bucks and this Gold edition is 109 bucks. and i was thinking just bought the Gold edition , cz it is nicer and better and not so much diff. cz in the end we also can claim for GST. hehe my mum insist want to pay but i said no need... hahaha...I PAY!!!!LOL. i think as long my mum used it and like it its doesnt matter how it will cost me. huahahaha hmm actually no lha, its depends on my money and salary also. haha so..
Congrats MUM u got what u want!

Mooncake fest will coming and this year i will take part again. Anyone want to JOIN me?? it will be on Takashimaya from 17 Sept until 4 Oct 2009.

2009-08-28T00:37:00.001+08:00

i love u

Prince Sprain his NECK

2009-08-08T00:24:00.006+08:00

Went to Prince place and hang out there..... so nice to spend wit his fam. Poor things for him , he got sprain on his neck.... so after went to my place and fetch my mum to gym and took my mum birthday cake...we went back to his place to ask his mum to do some TCM (Traditional Chinese Medication) to make his neck better.

Wow his mum so pro... she got TCM certificate somemore.

Prince got hurt when his mum put sumthin like" sucker" to make the wind from the body out.

x-ray lighting.... to make the hurtin part become hot .... howww i want i want i think i want that lamp. hahahaha his mum told that cannt stare directly to the light cz can make eyes hurtin.

in the end prince ask for somemore... hehehehe love u darling.. get well soon ok.....

So , we had our dating on his place tgther with all his sister also.. haha and have dinner there.... we had ABANG CHICKEN SATAY.... hmmm so delicious... it was so Jakrta street food taste.. and not forget his mum homemade sambal chilli that was so SHOCK!!!! HUAAA SO NICE.....i love it...thx u darling and auntyyyyy..... i love ur sambal chilli( hope to bringback to Spore haha)
Oh ya, before that his sister and me was having barbie doll activity... hahahaha she curl my hair with the curler.. wowww... hahahhaha so much FUN!!!! ( forget to take pic.. haizzz)

what i can say .. our dating was just so fun even it was only at home.....the important things is i can be with u and have those quality moment with u...
thank you

Finally

2009-08-05T23:46:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK!!!!! WOHOOOO

Finally i can upload pictures on my blog!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!

to Love, to Forgive and to Forget

2009-07-19T22:11:00.005+08:00

love is somethin that sometimes sound so real, happy and everything is just so unbelievable. when u feel love means that u already reached certain kind of relationship levels.

For me, love is just not so easy like so easy when i said and told someone that i love him. Perhaps, it was just a safe word to let him know that i love someone so much. But when i feel that i really love someone, i will feel so down and drop into the level of sadness that can make mood so irritating. cannt feel my appetite, even close my eyes, to relax myself from the stressfulness, i couldn't do that. MEANS.. i really love this person.

So far, from my last relationship before, i dunno why for now.. i just feel a bit insecure, feel so afraid of lost this person. i just scared that this person will leave me .... maybe now i really feel in love after few years back.... my process of loving someone sounds so sucks and now really came true and turn so fast and i got this feeling that i couldn't explain

yeah... Love is so complicated.. no wonder a lot of ppl in this world craving for love but also, some of them dunt want to be in love. Why? because love is so complicated and if u are not ready to feel the hurt and pain , u better stay away from love.

Love is like our daily meal. Everyone need love to each other ...but love between man and woman is the most complicated . It needs two person in the relationship to sail the boat... to fly the plane ( hmm i think now have AUTOPILOT.. lol), to drive the car( OK THIS NONSENCE haha), not just like one person who in charge of everything and one of them is the worker.

Understanding and trust is the precious things in "love". How u can love the person unconditionally if u ar not understand each other? Trust.. trust is also important. We can maintain our relationship by trust each other. If u already consistent and sure that u love someone so much... u must trust him or her. Because the person that u trust is ur soulmate. U knw him or her better than the others and the important is this is ur bf /gf . So if u think u really in love with ur bf/ gf better to TRUST and believe that he or she will never try to hurt ur feeling.

Forgive and Forget of what he or she did and take it for your lesson to make this ship stronger and stronger. This is the path of our life.. no matter what we have been hurt by someone just try to forgive and forget.

Maybe it sounds so easy to forgive and forget, but the fact perhaps it need time to think, then to decide to forgive and forget.

Just think for ourself... for our benefits of life. We are just live once at a time, dunt make "enemies". Think that we will change for the sake of someone that we love , someone that we really care and the most important is we want to change to become a better person .

Think that what we have been through is the process of of life and it is the meaning to live in this world.

The pain is just the starter to achieve the greatest amount of happiness.

i'm sorry

2009-07-19T21:39:00.004+08:00

I know there's really nothin left to say.just know i'm here wherever u need me. and i will wait for u.

take ur time i won't go anywhere, i will be there for u and i hope u find everything u need.
and i will be here waiting to see, u find urself to come back to me.

i will wait for u, cz i dunno what else i can do.
Dont tell me i ran out of time, if it takes the rest of my life.
if u thinkin i am fine, it just not true. i really NEED U in my life. no matter what i have to do.

forgive me, of what i did to u.
promise that i will never hurt ur feeling
I LOVE U
this is my promise ti u that i make for u tonite..

I MISS U

Gift for him

2009-06-30T14:34:00.007+08:00

i was remember when he said... " hmm i also have Braun buffel wallet..... but bought at Mangga dua( one of the popular shopping center for fashion in Jakarta) ..." i replied" huahahahahahha.."

I KNW ITS FAKE ones.. lol

FYI... i am typical person who noticed about everything that for me important and from that info i can create few little suprises. example when that time he said.. arhh... i want to drink coke..... then in the mornin i bought two cans of Coke... and suddenly i delivered to him when he woke up... hahahaha and he shockkk by saying.." alamakkkk ckckckckckckc hahahaha" ( but i knw deep inside his heart he is happy happy happy happyyyy)

ok back to the gift stuff... so.. when i back to SG a while a bout a week i manage to get the new wallet from him. the happiest things were that wallet is so worth it.... WHY? because i got 40 bucks of voucher of Braun buffel because i bought bag for my aunt... huaaa so lucky.. and somemore that voucher only can use at the men's side.... and the voucher can use for the sale item also... hahahahhaha so the price is from 139 bucks.. after discount is 90 bucks... with voucer.. become...50 bucks only.... wohooooooo so i just top up s$50 its about IDR350.000. and when i check in Jakarta the price was... IDR 2.000.000 its about 250 bucks... hahahahha so worth it!!!!

actually i was thinking to just buy the new arrival item.. cz i like the skin leather of the wallet but i dunt like the design... then i saw the sale item... i like the design but only got the dark brown colour. Three days i went to the shopping center.. to just take a look... see really carefully..( hmm i think the sales ger thot that i was only windows shopping only.... SO SORRRY...... to choose this wallet is so important! cannt anyhow choose... bcz i knw my bf is not typical who keep change stuffs and not fashionable... so i must get the item that will long lasting ones and of course with a good quality soooo better i just buy the original for my lovely darlin.)

so tadaaahhhhhhhhh i choose this one..... i choose this one... because it have coin pocket.wohoooo....i knw he was told me that his wallet dunt have to put coins.....( becareful on what u said darlinnnnn hohohohohohoho my ears is so biggg and i can sort a lot of information and i will keep it in my memory....haha)

these few days back i was trying to escape from my darlin... cz i want to print our pic. to put in his wallet .. but always unsuccessful. Haizzz.. but one day i was managed to print the pic.. wohoooooo
ok.. so my plan to give this gift was.....

when go out with him, ask him to put the his wallet on my bag( ya as usual , everytime he will put the wallet on my bag.. and when it seems heavy he will carry my bag .... hahaha looks a bit not nice and paiseh actually for him to carry my bag.. but i think he like it and want it... FYI when our 2nd dating which was second day we meet each other with a BUNCH of his frens.. he seems not shy to carry my bag..i wasn't ask him to carry but he volunteered and his frens keep annoying us by saying" AW AW AW AW" hahaha . hmmm it was not bcz he carried my bag and i fallen for him ya.... i was just think that hmm maybe this is a TRICK TRICK TRICK.... to get my heart... hahaha but nope.....cannt please me with those kind of TRICK... hahaha

haha i just realize... i was mention " when go out with him, ask him to put the his wallet on my bag." but the paragraph was so long. hahaha .. ok so i ask him to put his wallet on my bag.. but already 2 days i try.... and not managed. hahaha the 3rd day.. when i send him to work together with his frens.. i was thinking to out the wallet on his bag... but i think cannt cz so obvious... then i was thinking to ask one of his fren to get my gift from the back pocket of my car and ask him to keep it and when they on break time... his fren will give the wallet to him and i think he will " aw aw aw aw aw" HAHAHA

but i think ... haizzzzz.... dunt want lha dunt want troubling his fren.... hehe

sooooooo..... on TUESDAY i think ....we watched a movie.... STAR TREK.. i knw i knw it was old movie.... but...both of us havent watch it... hehehe sooo before the movie start i ask him to put his wallet on my bag... and YESSSSSS.......he put it on my bag.. then i went to the toilet b4 the movie also .... and inside the toilet.. i change to the new wallet.. all his money , cards... i put in the new wallet.... i saw few ppl saw me... hahaha maybe they thot i want to rob the wallet. hahaha

ok so its done... i managed to exchange his old wallet to the new wallet... WOHOOOOO......

end of the movie.. we went around with no destination... and i told him i want pearly milk tea..... and he was in the rush drive his car to one of shopping center... but unlucky me.... it was closed already... so when we walk to the parking lot.. i asked him ," where u put ur wallet....." the he said " in ur bag rite??"..." really ?? u checked 1st lha.... is there or not" i replied.

then he checked my bag.. and the face suddenly in pale.. cz he never found his wallet... he thot he really lost it..OMGGGGG DARLIN?? WHY U SO SLOW!!!! hahaha then when he take a look again... he give me weird looks.. and take a look inside my bag again.. and smile at me.. and give me big laugh.... hahahhaha and i saw him i was also laughing... hahahaha i feel like so stupid.... so do him. hahaha

we were keep laughing.... i dunno why i keep laughing also... and he smiled calmly... and said " thank you... AWAWAWAW" hahaha

then when i asked him why he was laughing...he told me, that he was laughing because he was SPEECHLESS of my surpise again... hahaha

ps: i was so shock when he take a pic of the wallet and upload in his fb account... and become his profile pic.... LOL

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Was excited to make my own emoticon for msn.
okay.. i have new activities.. and i really THANKS GOD!!! there is youtube.. hahaha i can learn by doing .... now i am learning to use adobe image ready for make my emoticon.. and other is editing pics to vintage style from adobe photoshop. hahaha

LOL

AmonthWithU

2009-06-27T12:14:00.009+08:00

A month with U... was so unbelievable....

i got my present from Prince.. wohoooo it was so cute...
Actually our dating for our 1st aniv was so normal... and somemore we were not spend together only but with our frens.. our old school frens.
Watched TRANSFORMER 2 ... the movie was awesome... but poor thing for me , i never watch the 1st ones. but no worries i have the dvd so i will watch it ...soon...

Back from the cinema..... inside the car suddenly darling ask me dunt go out 1st... and tadaaahhh he gave me this HELLO KITTY MUG.... which is so cute....

the actual day.. i gave him a little suprise...... when we went out i was thinking on how to put my letter on her wallet, but i was failed! no chance at all. in the end i just put in the coin drawer in his car... and i was also told my fren who also watched the movie, that i will pay his tix.. so my fren no need to ask from him. ( i heard from prince.. when he told want to pay... his fren told no need... and with all the jokes.. in the end he told prince that i was the one who pay. haha ( its my TREAT darlingggg) then when 12 am on that day.. i was also give my pic with " aniv" greetings... hahahaha i think HE got my little suprise.. hahaha LOVE YA....

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i love u darling...

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camwhoring... oh ya.. i just have a new toys in my adobe photoshop applications.. which is create a vintage looks on a photo... wohhoooo it was so much fun!!!

hmmm there are still a lot a lot of pic and story that i want to share.. but no time and so lazy.. haizzz but i try to post more often... hahahaha

The more i knw U the More i love U and adore U

i love u

1stmonth<3

2009-06-26T02:15:00.001+08:00

RIP my dearest Grandma....

2009-06-21T01:10:00.010+08:00

RIP DEAREST GRANDMA

i just lost my grandma on last Saturday.. after watched so many drama on hospital... in the end my grandma was also cannt survive. Luckly, i got see my grandma before i went to spore for a week in hospital and before that my grandma was still ok and sleepover at my place. Its about a month ago ( that time i think i was just back to Jakarta to get knw more abt my darling. sorry for her, cz i cant intro my bf that time, cz that time my bf and i still fren . But i still remember she was keep asking me:" why u not introduce ur bf to me..." then i replied:" no lhaa.. havent my bf yett Ahmaa.. just fren only....next time when become my bf then i intro to u ok?? ")
hmmm what i can say ya?? it was all just so sudden.. i knw my grandma was so strong and have a spirit to live so much... but i think its her time now and hope she will rest in peace...and not to worry abt all the matters in the world .

WITH SOME OF HER GRANDCHILDREN

YUP WE ARE BIG FAMILY....I THINK ALL ABOT 44 GRANDCHILDREN?

okay.. this pics actually only taken abt a month ago.. haizzzz.. really unexpected that now.. my grandma is not here.. hmmmmm we will miss her.. miss her when she nagged us, miss her when she was scolding us... will miss everything about her...
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my mum asked to put a mask when we were going to hospital to see my grandma...(that time my grandma was still alive but in serious condition) i feel like so exclusive wore this kind on maskkk... i felt weird. when reached hospital.. i just removed this mask, cz many ppl stared on us.. i got feel they will have thought that my mom and me have some flu or illness.. haha but my mum insist to wear her mask. haha

wohooooooooooooo i got my new student pass card.... it is a replacement cz i lost my card at the Phuture that time. lol.... i was so suprised when i got it.. it looks like Singapore IC. hahaha if i knw, now they will made like this... i will prepare to go to ICA, and will took a nice pose for my ic. haizzz.. how i knw if now it will be like this, i thot it will be like a normal card.. 2 cards... without pic....

how horrible my ic pic... like want to go facial.. huahahahahaha... but i was so glad the officer can make my ic so fast.....not 2 weeks but a bt a week only.. ( u seee horr darling.. my effort to meet u... haha till i did interview for my ic.. so i can get my ic so fast!!!! wohooo)

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Yap , i back to my hometown Jakarta.... just feel so nice back to my hometown... somemore i have my prince here.. miss him so much...... somemore there are a lot of agenda that i will do in my hometown.. but most of them of course "HONEYMOON" with prince... lol... haha and will have SOUR SALLY FROZEN YOGURT... i will update about this yogurt next time... i got a lot of the pic abt this new food... its healthy food, its YOGURT but is like icecream and have toppings... ( will update soon)

Another sushi... with my best fren .... wohoo.. just nice to meet them.
hahaha i just like to eat sushi in HATCHI SUSHI AT TAMAN ANGGREK MALL JAKARTA..... its worth of money.. and its not so expensive. one plate like this.. i forgot what it called.. i think salmost twist and other is dragon roll.. each of them cost abot 35-38 IDR.. it is about S$ 5-6 bucks only.. huaaa so cheap cheap cheap

THE BEAUTIES

I dunno why we loved to take pics in front of the mirror... wherewever got mirror confirm we will take photos.. lol

my bff back to town.....

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Prince and his bff... CHOYYY ACHOYYYY LOL
( ACHOY actually also schooling in Spore same as me..but we seldom meet each other... i think after this we will hang out together more often... and i think there will be SOMETHIN""" about achoy... soon... hahaha HAPPY TO HEAR THAT!!!! GANBATTEEEE!!!!!)

dr. Bonita Effendi, Sp???? plz take Gynaecology ok?
so i can check my private area with u.. huahahhaa
hmmmmmmmmmmmm

this is Prince
lol....... like to pose like that.....
haha love uuuuu muachmuachmuach...

my sis graduation

2009-06-16T00:54:00.007+08:00

My sis hmm graduation Project??
hahaha

i was so late.. but nvm lha... hahahhaha
just catched up during dinner time.. lol

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This is what we do every nite... hahahahha WEBCAM-ing.. hahahhahaa so we feel we are not so far.... hahaha
LONG DISTANCE IS HARD but WE TRY TO MAKE IT WORKS!!!

CZ I <3>

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

- Sam Keen, from To Love and Be Loved

Sing Out Loud

2009-06-13T02:19:00.006+08:00

ps for my ex if he read this post: sorry ya... if i talk all abt this... sorry , i just cannt take it anymore...

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has it's sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me
We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk
You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair

I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

Karyn White - Superwoman

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Actually its should be a nice Saturday nite with Eranth and Fat.. and other frens also... but end up a bit zzzz, down, upset, and all the bad emotions that i felt on that Saturday nite. i dunno why my ex just make a big fuss and problem because i attend one of his fren birthday party. i was also not planning to stay there for long..... cz we have some other plan also. I just went there to put all the drinks that we brought for the party. i just couldn't understand why he acted like that. If i am the one who make mistake with our relationship, i am the one who should be leaving and shamed to see him and not him who the one who just leaving like that... and dunt care about his fren birthday party.

In the end, i am the one who feel not nice to the birthday boy. Undirectly i ruined their party. HAIZZ....... why arh... i cannt be fren with my ex fren huh? i think when he saw me, he feel like seeing " GHOST" ... hahahhaha somemore, i was in the different partion.. and confirm he couldn't see me.

Fat told me that my ex feel he got betrayed by me.... cz my ex thought that i loved him so much and why suddenly i move on so fast.... and have new bf and maybe he thot that i broke up with him because i got another guy... haiz... open ur mind... plzzz...... i am not that kind of person!!!!!!....

which gf will not upset if the bf cannt answer all the easy questions like

" do u miss me?" ------> " ermmm i dunno.. i AM NUMB rite now..." ( hmm what such a good answer)
" so.. do u love me?"-----> " ermmmm i dunno... i cannt feel anything rite now..."( i think not only now.. but those few months... haizzz)

i knw he is busy and seems self centered person.. who cant be disturb... and i am also not asking for meet-up or wat... if he seems busy.. it was enuf for me to hear that he miss me and still loves me, even he busy. haizzz... that time , the worst thot that i had last time.. i was just looks like calling ger...

arhhhh ... even after broked up , he never seems to contact me or approached me... or take any action...so? must i waiting for him? waiting him for him to wave at me??huh? for how long? somemore he was also told me that he not the type of guy who can ask for patch up... so its useless for me rite...

my conclusion is... i move on or i am not move on.. i get wrong direction and decision...

but i am glad i MOVE ON... i will not repeat my mistake to wait for a guy.. that seems dunt care about me.. about my feelin..... i am just human.. a girll.... that need care and loves....and attention. For what had a bf in the same country.. even in this small country.. SINGAPORE.... but feel that so far far away...... and only think abt himself ....no use....in the end i am the one who also must take care of myself. haaaaaaa.. ok lha i dunt want to elaborate more.. i flashed back , i just feel pain... heart pain.

THANKS to ERANT again.... and Fat.... and Mizzi and hmm who else ya... Alvin...? Fai?? haha that already cheer me up .... oh ya.. in the end... Eranth , me and Wei jiang or Wei jing ha? went to KTV and Sing all OUT Loud... wohooooo..... it was my 1st time went KTV, quite fun.. and interesting.. somemore they have nice snacks. huahahahaha....when i sing SUPERWOMAN.. sudennly i feel weird.... then i was a bit stonning.. when the song almost finished, ERANTH looked at me and say ( next time if go out with Eranth i think make sure everything will be okay.... haha)

" wow.... this song.. hahaha why.. remind me of someone.. hahaha this is really true sia..... this is ur song christine.. hahaha"

hahahaha actually when i was sing in the middle of the song, i already feel that... i think i choose wrong song.. huahahahhahahha

haaaaa.. ok lha nvm.... its okay.... i dunt care what my ex think about me.. really dunt care... time will prove everything... and i will just cherrish all the memories bad and good times when with my ex. No matter what.. he had been there in my heart......

Now i just concentrate with my schooling , my LD bf... that i love so much and too much i think.... for now....hope he will not dissapointed me.. and our relationship is based on TRUST and LOVE. somemore i have another problem about my dad and his works... haizzzz.... and become the oldest child in my family.. i will try to cheer up my dad... cz

i love u Daddyyyyy

Father's day will coming... hua... must thinking on how celebrate it.... confirm my dad will dunt have any idea about this celebration.. even for his birthday which is the date same as me... he doesn't care.... and i am the one who always remind him abt it. hahahaha oh ya.. will thinking abt my bf daddy also... i dunnt have any idea............

anyone can suggest for me? hahahaha

Back to Sg a while

2009-06-11T18:16:00.004+08:00

Yap.. i am back to SG.... prince send me to the airport... hua.. so sad must leave him. i will miss all those time being together with him. Reached SG on Wed morning 12.30 am. huahahahha ya i purposely take the last flight. it was not only because it was cheap $ 35 only with value air, but also because that time i already waste my tiger airways ticket, because, my US visa was ready on Tuesday. so how i can go back Sg without my passport.

i miss u so much my prince.................

back to sg, Wed morning i went to campus to take care my student pass.. walauuuu i thot they settle it already but never... so i must went to the ICA to do all from the 1st. huaaaaaaaa and i must do interview cz i must go back indo again. so next Tuesday i can get my visa... wohooooooooooooo( the normal is 2 weeks after application.)

i make this visa so fast and urgent, not only because my family matter that i really want to tell about it.... but i feel so lazy to post it ( huaaa i am still HOTTTTTT hear my dad problem... pity him....but dunt worry daddy , ur ger is like XENA the warrior princess.. so u can count on me.... somemore my grandma in hospital and in serious condition. )
but also because i wil meet my PRINCE.. and will spend time with him .... and fren also. huaaaaaa

ps: i hope everyone know that i attached already.. and will accept me for what i am..
i like to have a lot of friend.... so my life will not so boring......

ps: i think i am look weird if show my teeth when smiling. hahahaha

He speechless.....

2009-06-06T02:04:00.006+08:00

my PRINCE

After I got my interview done in US embassy… I was thinkin to go to prince campus. Hahaha but I scared get lost…hmm actually past few days I already thinking to make this lil surprise fr him but I dunno wat. At nite, I chat with one of his best fren and asking about my prince campus. Lucky me, his bestfren will also go there, cz he got do project. So I told his best fren to wait me at campus there.

Soooooo, after I finished settled my US visa( wohooo.. I got my US visa….. it was so horror inside the room… I dunno why the office questioning me a lot! Somemore I am a student and not staying in Jakarta, then for what he keep questioning me all those nonsence things….. the weird ones,, when they ask me that I can speak chineese for real or not. Wow….. I think I never state or write on the application before. They more questioning me, because my school is under OKLAHOMA UNIVERSITY… so they also like dunt understand am I schooling in Oklahoma or Singapore. I already can feel they will reject my application, and if yes I will so embarrass… why? Because…. They willl be a lot ppl stare at me.. Ya, apply US visa, is the most complicated and horror things….. 1^st I am not belive it, but when my time to interview, and they questioning me a lot, I become scared. Why? Because…. In front of me.. they not really answer too many questions, and so fast. With me? So long… but thank you very much for their approval for my Visa. I am so appreciate it so much.)

Ok back to my plan to surprise my prince…

So I called my mum, ask her not to send driver to fetch me cz I will go find my bf at his campus. My mum so terrified and scared and keep asking me to be carefull cz I will take public transportation in Jakarta. Hahahhaha ya I will take BUSWAY. But before that I take BAJAJ, is like TUKTUK in Bangkok…. That was my 1^st time take bajaj after almost 4 years never take.. and somemore I took in the city.. quite scary.

Me: bang, how much to go to the nearest busway station?

Bajaj abang: just go up 1^st…?

Me: ya but how much( we must deal 1^st with the bajaj driver if not they will charge us so expensive.)

Bajaj abang: ya nvm.. u just go up 1^st.

Me: hmm okok….( I feel so scared)

Reached the destination

Me; how much ?

Bajaj abang: hmm anything… up to u.. want to give me how much

Me: what???!!!! Ar u sure??

Bajaj abang: hmmm okay then.. after I thinking how near it was…. Its about 2 km. I gave him IDR 6000, its about hmm less than S$ 1 dolaar. Hauhauhuahuahha)

I believe in this cruel world there is still have kind hearted person.

So after that, I took the BUSWAY. And it was so crowded. Got guy a bit want to molest or wat.. by touch purposely my hand… with his small finger somemore, but I just quite, dunt want to see the person and moved. Hahahaha haizz so horror….and finnaly I reached there. I reached ATMAJAYA campus for the 1^st time and find” why this campus so dark???” hahahaha

Then I called my fren which is his bestfren…. Then he took me to my bf place… and guessssssssssssssssssss HE SHOCKED!!!! He never think and imagine I can find him till his campus. HE SPEECHLESS… and keep starred at me.. I can feel that he was so happy. So , I told him that I was also bring cake for him….

And he again…. Stoning…. Hahahaha I told him I will go back alone…. By BUSWAY again, but he not allowed me. He asked me to wait for him, and will take his bike to go home. But he knw, that maybe my mum will so terrified if knw I took motorcycle back. So we go back to his house 1^st and change to his car. Hahahhahhaha ya.. he went to campus by motorcycle, because is more comfortable and will not trapped on traffic……

At my place, I was still planning to make another surprised… I discussed with my bestfren and she suggest me all those nonsense things. Then I decide to let it go.. see how… hahahahha so when he at my room I told him that I go out to living room a while. On the living room actually I wrote a note to him.

When we went to dinner…. Ya.. I already planning to eat in this new branch PISA CAFÉ restaurant. Cz it is new.. and I knw its quite popular. Then I was thinking on how I put this notes my scenario was:

ask the waitress to put my letter on the bill ( then I was thinking… hmmm impossible…)
when the waitress give us the menu book, I was thinking to put the notes inside the menu and exchange with him. ( errrmmm then I was thinking that … so obvious)
I saw the tissue paper I was thinking to put the notes under the tissue paper.. but how????? So it was soooooo impossible
ok… lettts think ………….. ok….. one more way to do isss…. THROW the notes under his chair… and pretend that saying that this new resto is so dirty. ( when I decided to use this way…. I also look around.. Wondering got ppl see or not. I scared later ppl thot I throw rubbish …. Hahahahhaha so when the behind person who facing our table turn his head… I quickly throw the my notes.

Me: darling.. why this new resto so dirty ya… they never clean properly….

Prince: ha? What u talking? Never…. Never I never see anything under my table..

Me: (zzzzzz) no lha not that side is ur right side of ur chair…. U see lha.. u seee…

Prince: ha? Where.. its nothing.

Me:( I throw the notes really a bit deep inside haha) got lha there….

Prince: oh ok( then he picked up the notes , then give it to me,)

Me: ( give shocking face….) ha? Why this one is for u? so weird..

Prince: ha? Let me see….

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

He keep smiling and speechless again… wohooooooo I was success to make him shock on that day… and he keep smiling at me and said” why? Why? Why? It should me the one who do this for u.. not u….. hmmmm but Thankkk you ya… love u….”

Huaaaaaaaaa.. , every time I give surprised to people, I am the one who will cry. I really glad and happy if my plan and surprises turns well . As long they appreciate my effort and say thank you I am already so happy. Means all my effort were not waste.

he keep making this pics....
hahahahahha and i keep laughing... hahahaha

tHIS ONE.... CALZAPONE if i was not wrong..
hahahah its like curry puff huahahhahahha but nice.. only they fold not nice.. i think can fold more pro than them hauhuahuahuhua

THE FETTUCINI DAMN NICE.... NOT SO MILKY.. ARHH I LOVED IT

ps: i just want this relationship work!!!!! i think a lot of them say LD quite hard and really need understanding.... and trust! ya... i trust u my prince.. and u must trust me...... maybe i am a bit naughty... but i knw what i am doing... and what i choose....

for him:
" u already knw me , about me since u knw me, i told everything about myself and u can accept it..... even i already no hope to think to be with u... but in the end u still hold my hand... and ask that questions... that make me speechless and cried... and u thot i will reject u rite..... ??? no i will not, i just dunt want u suffer for what u decide.... as long u can to take the chance and want to be with me.. i will not dissapointed u. "

movie triatlhon lol

2009-06-03T00:35:00.008+08:00

wohooo. prince took me to have my ICE TELER... ... and found its not far from my place and quite popular... i can see from the customer went there with car... and there is also ppl who eat at the car( i wonder how come they can eat inside the car.. somemore it is chicken noodle... and got soup... haha)

...... he told me that this shop been there long time ago but keep moving and moving. Since kiddo prince also go to this shop to have chicken noodle and it cost him IDR 150 i dunt knw if i convert in Sin dolar became how much...... haha i think less tahn 5 cent.. lol.... but it was on around 1990. haha that time he was around 3-4 years. Found out the place quite nice.... for his typical of street food, quite clean, even we still have to struggling with bugs and flies... but that is the art of food street.

But... dunt worry.. the owner already know about this kind of flies will happen and cannt avoid it... only can ignore by trying to give their best service by...................covered up the drink with plastic.....on top of the glass. lol...

Ice Teller...
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Prince wore my sunglasses.. haha and act cool...... hahaha and he said " wow... quite coool.. haha" ( actually i thot its more looks like GAY.. hahahhahhahhahah)

after fetched my bro to the gym and had es teller, we were back to my place and watched THE HAPPENING......on DVD... hmmm the movie actually quite nice...but found the story a bit zzzzz becauseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............ they are no real enemies.... only the moving grass , treee, and wind... haizzzz.... so where is the terorist that they always said? hahahah so funny....

not only one dvd but there more.... MEMORY... its thriller psychology movie about sex abuse traumatic..... the plot so slow... but in the end quite shocking..... ( my eyes keep peeping and blinking to ananda everingham.. huaaa sooo handsome....)

Prince back to find his fren in his gamers community.. and i was continue... to watch another THAI movie..... now its time for horor movie..... COMING SOON, i knw it was kinda late for me to watch... but no problem.. i can watch by myself... hahaha alone....actually my bro there, but he played with his computer and put his earphone.. and left me to watch alone.. haizz... but the movie not reallly scary.. it was scary at 1st but after that no more... the shocking part was the ending scene, when the disgusting madwoman looks die.... then suddenly awake and said " you want to see me dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!" huahahahhaha that one was shocking and hilllarious part. i can imagine how shock the people inside the cinema when watched this movie in the cinema, and i bet the shock but after that they laughing.... hauhuauhauhuauaha

COMING SOON....

oh ya.... i still have one more Thai horor movie THE REMAKER... its about karma.... and the other one is THE BOY IN THE STRIPE PAJAMAS.. is western movie... i think quite heavy but interesting because they use the NAZI period to become their setting time of story.... and the story still about how people face the Nazi period......and this movie from the kiddo point of view....it is about the real and true friendship between Jewish and non Jewish...

Line may divide us but Hope will unite us..

flashback emo-ing

2009-06-02T00:39:00.004+08:00

suddenly i try to clean up all my folder that looks so messy in my lappie..... all those memories suddenly came up... burst in my mind..

the worst part is when i found a file that i save... actually no need for me to save all those hurting memory about me and my 1st ex BF.... huaaa its really hurting....... i just couldn't believed it he can like that to me....from almost 6 years been together, 2 years i had been bluff by him.... huaaaa.... and when i find another file... its about my hope to be together again with him.... he like give me all those promises.....i was sooooo STUPID....

but
i just DELETE ALL
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

YA... NOW...... i am with my prince.... and he will take care of me.... loves me and sayang me.... and hope everything will be okay and works well.... i knw and i am fully aware i will in long distance relationship...but i think i can.... cz i get used to it..even those time i ever had bf not in long distance ... but feel like soooooo longgggg and have gaps.( i will not elaborate about my second ex bf, cz our problem i think not really serious, and i still appreciate him.)

just hope prince will be there with me even we apart .. but our heart will not apart..... i have the feelings for prince.... and i really do... i knw its too sudden and it was too fast.. but i knw what i doing and choose.

loves him....he so cute, funny, keep makes me laugh!..... he gives me a lot of kisses through MSN. FYI, he really sweet and lovely guy.. i am just glad to know and being with him......
( everytime we like cuddling each other,talk in romantic ways, etc ... we always said that it was not because we are just new couple... but its more like because we have same background of relationship adn i think both of us just lovely also. lo)

so goodbye my past.. and welcome my lovely brighter future.......

LOVELY Sunday

2009-06-01T19:54:00.007+08:00

Heyloo...
it was just a lovely Sunday with Prince.... as usual went out to church with him... hua... i am so happy... why? i think i mentioned before... that i am so glad to know and be with him rite now. Go to church every Sunday is our top priority date schedule . Long back time, i was envy to see all those couple who were attend the service together... but not NOW.... i am also with prince....the feel is not because i attend the service with prince but.... the feel of togetherness in front of God... moreover it is the feel of we have same direction towards what i and him believed. FYI, i was raised by Buddhist believed in my family. but since kid, instead of teaching us about Buddhist, my mum ask my siblings and i to attend service in Christian church with my cousin. when i was in primary school i was schooling under Catholic congregation ( till my high school i was under catholic school) from there i learned all those ritual and customs of catholic religion. Some more my another cousin are pure catholic since kid, so she also often ask me to go to catholic church . Since then, i am choose to go to Catholic , cz i enjoy there....

Deep inside my heart actually i want to get baptist too long time ago.. but my dad not allow me.. and told me perhaps later...see whether my husband in the future catholic or not. hahahhaha cz my parents dunt want us to play with believes... such as keep changing the religion status. As long i still can follow all those tradition Chinese and Buddhist customs and still want to using the joystick... my parents already happy. so, they dunt bother me, whether i am catholic or Buddhist.

if i am thingking more and more about religion, it is just make me a bit blur and confuse. Why? because i knw all religion are good and always bring the positives things. That is why, sumtimes if ppl ask me, what believed i am holding? i will say " i believe in God" hehe ya for me all religions are the same, the difference is just the ritual and the customs that each of the religion hold it.

after the serviced we headed to have dinner with my parents. hahahha prince a bit nervous i guess... hahhhaha.. i forget to bring my cam!!!!!! Prince looks great with his polo tee.... and it is PINK colour.. prince looks handsomeeeee

finished dinner, my bro joined prince car.... and we headed to my grandma house, cz i want to see my aunt there. hahaha i think prince get another nervous feeling part 2. hahahha...

took a pic before i went to church....
( prince said i am pretty but my top like Salsa dancer..i think because there are a long flary long sleeves thats why he say like that LOL hmm sorry la.. i never bring a lot of outfit to Jakarta, so i'm digging out my mums old closet.. haha)

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on Sunday afternoon, i made this small bites.. called RISOLLES.
I made two types. One is Rogut fillings that contain of all those fatty ingredients such as flour milk potato carrot and chicken. another ones is ham egg and mayonnaise fillings. huaa it was damn nice....

ROGUT FILLINGS

ROGUT and HAM EGG MAYONAISSE FILLINGS

oH YA.... I MADE THE SKIN BY MYSELF TOOO....
it was like make a pancake

with Ham and egg mayonnaises fillings

With Rogut fillings

it was damn nice
even prince was also telling me that the rogut was different from the common rogut that he ever eat before.... __________________________________________________________________

Terminator on Saturday nite with Prince and frens..

i think there are 12 ppl included prince and me. hahahhaaha the cinema was full......Found out the film a bit zzzz and there is a mysterious kid , inside the movie. hahah why i said mysterious kid? it was because this kid not really a cameo, but got role in this movie.. but there is no explanation about this kid. Some more this kid with his or her afro hair
(i think they create a boy, cz actually this kid is a girl) always in the middle of the action and dangerous scene. hahahahha

this is the afro kid... her real nema is JADAGRACE , i wondering is she Jada Pinket Smith daughter? hahahah with Will Smith? hahaha and guess wahtttt..... YAPS.. its their daughter... hahahha( thx to google lol)

it is a girllllllllll

i am wearing prince jacket.. it was nice.. and have a big cover head... hahahhaha Prince a bit shocked inside the cinema when saw me suddenly wearing his coat and put the hoodie also....
( prince told that i am cute and pretty with hoodie...)

hmm...... i told that i think i more looks like a cartoon.. i M a bit forget but i said it is South Nation......Prince laughed and told me it is SOUTH PARK.......
hahahha ya...... it is like one of the character of SOUTH PARK

TADAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

are we same? lol

Prince

2009-05-30T03:52:00.005+08:00

My Prince

Prince dunno how to not stare at me
Prince dunno how to not miss me

Prince dunno how to not smell my hair...

Prince told me my hair smell so nice..
Prince dunno how to not make a jokes
Prince make me smiling and laughing
Prince make me feel comfort
Prince make me feel i can count on him
Prince make me became truly myself without any mask or cover
Prince make me feel i have the real Prince
Prince make me have a second thoughts about Love and relationship
Prince make my day full of blossoms of happiness
Prince make my day so happy
Hope my Prince can make me a castle and life happily ever after...

Our Journey starts here my prince...
slowly but sure
those seeds that u just plant on my heart are growing... and growing.... and growing..... and will always growing... and breeding....

Randoms

2009-05-30T02:09:00.005+08:00

This afternoon ( Friday) before i drove my mum to GYM... suddenly my mum pose like this......WAKAKAKAKA

also that Friday morning.......... my cousin called me told that she in her parents house where is only different 4 house frm my place... hahahha miss those little naughty bird..... but i only met one of them , the other is still at school. hehehe so cute!!!

SO CUTEEEEEEE
SHE ASKED ME WHETHER I WANT TO GO TO HER HOUSE TO PLAY WITH HER, CZ SHE MISSED ME AND WANT TO PLAY WITH ME... HAHAHA

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The Reader

watched THE READER at nite.. wit prince.... the story about a bit Platonic love, but have sexual elements lol i guess. when i told prince about platonic love, he a bit blur.. but in the end understand...( Platonic loves actually do not have those kind of sexual elements, just deep and emotic feelings to each other)

The READER movie is a nice movie.. and the scene also nice.. even a lot of naked and make love scene, but the shoot its not make people who watch will have dirty thought. i can conclude its kind of arts... The Art of Making Love... wohooooo......hahahahha the story plot actually nice.. but i think its because i watched it in Jakarta so they edit or censor too much.. the scene is jump here and there.... This censor make the important scene or the key scene sometimes gone.... haizzzz....but i understand clearly the reason behind this censorship. Indonesia is not Muslim country but most of the people is muslim ... so we must acknowledge them and also we have our self norms about this things.

The Reader scenes are combining flashback and the present and recent days.....

Present: The Reader opens the scene with middle aged Michael Berg serving his wife breakfast and atre at the window.. looking at the tram that passed along..... remembering when he was inside the tram and his journey of his life was began on that day.

Flashback: The Reader opens the scene with the scene when teenager Michael Berg becomes ill and is helped home by Hanna, a stranger twice his age.

Recent days: when Michael told about his story to his daughter..

the idea that i like from this story is the eagerness illiterate woman , to learn how to write and read.. to communicate with her Secret lover.... huaaa so sweettt..... PROUD!!!!!

(THE READER opens in post-WWII Germany when teenager Michael Berg becomes ill and is helped home by Hanna, a stranger twice his age. Michael recovers from scarlet fever and seeks out Hanna to thank her. The two are quickly drawn into a passionate but secretive affair. Michael discovers that Hanna loves being read to and their physical relationship deepens. Hanna is enthralled as Michael reads to her from "The Odyssey," "Huck Finn" and "The Lady with the Little Dog." Despite their intense bond, Hanna mysteriously disappears one day and Michael is left confused and heartbroken. Eight years later, while Michael is a law student observing the Nazi war crime trials, he is stunned to find Hanna back in his life - this time as a defendant in the courtroom. As Hanna's past is revealed, Michael uncovers a deep secret that will impact both of their lives. THE READER is a story about truth and reconciliation, about how one generation comes to terms with the crimes of another. Written by The Weinstein Company

Middle aged German barrister Michael Berg recollects to himself his lifelong acquaintance with Hanna Schmitz, a relationship with whom he never disclosed to anyone close to him. Michael first met Hanna in 1958, when he was fifteen, she thirty-six. The two had a turbulent summer long love affair, dictated by Hanna that their encounters would begin with him reading to her followed by lovemaking. Michael next encountered Hanna in 1966, when Michael, now a law student, attended the Nazi war crimes trial of six female former S.S. concentration camp guards, one of whom is Hanna. Through listening to the testimony, Michael comes to the realization that he is in possession of information which could save Hanna from a life in prison, information which she herself is unwilling to disclose. In deciding what to do, Michael is torn between his differing views of justice. Written by Huggo----- taken from www. IMDB.com)

Yesterday

Bullied my daddy... to buy all those groceries to bring back to Sg. hahahha

Bought this damn nice drink... for me and Prince.. hahahahha both of us like lychee drink and this brand.. is damn nice.. not so sweet!!!! wohooooo

:)

2009-05-28T03:08:00.001+08:00

your love is the light on my sorrow.
This light is blessed and hope.
Hope to make a better things with u.
Your love is welcomed and i am waiting......for u to give me the light.
your love is light
and
u shineeeeeeeee
my heart so bright

His new Hair.....

2009-05-27T03:24:00.004+08:00

from this

tadaaahhhhhhhhhhh

to this... lol
Still okay... still nice.... actually its better... haha
( even the forehead looks more obvious... hahhaa)

playing with my polaroid software.... hahah i just love this application.....

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wohooooo i also got my new hair.. its lighter... and i think looks better.....but still one side longer then the other side lol

*****
Sometimes we must realize... God is preparing something for us... and his plans will always good and turns well in the end.... hope everything will be better for me now... cz i am tired and sick of everything abt relationship and all things abt Love and Emotions....

weekend....

2009-05-27T02:46:00.003+08:00

it was just a lovely wedding party. Went out last Saturday with him and also his sister to his cousin wedding......

she like to take pics... hahaha

went back at 9 plus then meet up with fren at cafe du chocholate and i have my baileys icecreammm huaa so nice.... so long never have alcohol taste... ;lol

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so much pics to upload.. but no time to upload... hahah actually i just lazy to upload. hahaha

on Sunday... afternoon when to my family gathering . a lot of fams there... the food quite nice.. but im not really eat it.. but busy taking picture. Pics will update soon

late afternoon went to church with him....( huaaaa feel so nice , finally i can go to church together.... past days, i just envy looking all those couple who go to church together.. hahahha)

church finished at 7 plus.. then we eattttt at rice bowll.. its chinnese food.. but its quite nice.....

after that went to my fren's sister funeral.... huaaaa im so speechless and quite touched cz, his sis old sister still young and somemore just graduate and become doctor..... but it was just... haizz... she being pick pocketed and maybe the pick pocketer push her head or whatever it is that make her head nerves or somethin inside the brain in bleeding. she was found tremendously not in the good condition when waiting for the bus at Rawamangun station, at 9 am when someone recognized her and told his parent abt this incident. this incident occured at 9 am and she passed away at 12 am. huaaaaaaaaa so scary.... why that pickpocketer not just take her bag and leave her...( actually no one knws what really happened, this story i got it frm my fren, which is her sister. she told us is being pickpocket because her bag was no more.... GONE)

Angel and Demons and U......

2009-05-20T10:56:00.005+08:00

last Monday...

my 1st time play DDR... its like kind of dancing game that often been played in the arcade ....hahhahahha quite fun ... and quite shock watched him to play this things. hahahhaha then i also join to play .... hahaha then we played this drum game....im not pro lhaaaaaa....cz keep game over... lol , but its interesting..... hahahhaha

u see.... he like pro.. i think he knw how to play all the game at the arcade there... but he like to play DDR mostly.... hahahha ( actually when 1st time i knw he often and like to play DDR..im laughing.... cz i coulnd't believe that he play this dancing2 things.. hahahhaha and when i saw in real.... its true... hahahha)

we caught ANGELS and DEMONS..... hmmm quite interesting but feel the plot to fast. from the start of the movie, they showed the conflict already. hahahaha i think the book better than the movie. OF COURSE LHA.... all the movie that based on the book i think will not cover all the story that happened in the book.. OF COURSEE LHAAAA( stupid me!!!) if yes.. i think the duration will be 4-5 hours.... hahhahahahahha

i've got my..............lol.......ya my cable LAN... but i think i should buy longer..... hahahha and i've got sumthin also.....sumthin that..... just make me keep smiling....and smiling.....

finally had KFC ... OMGG.... so nice!!!!!!!! i wonder why KFC in Indon so nice.... hahahhahaha thx u....thx u..( hmmm" mo tak dulangi???" lol)

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Braun Buffel Bag for my mum

before i went back to Jakarta i bought this for my mum..... its new arrival some more... actually i've got see the sale items ones.... but i feel that too normal and perhaps not suitable for my mum.. then , i saw this one.. but new arrival.. after i compare the price.... i knw its quite a lot.... the sale items $250 and the new arrival $375... then after i thinking properly.... i decide to buy the new arrival.... not because the price... but the model of the bag quite nice. somemore have zipper and inside is big......(that is the criteria for my mum's bag.... have zipper and the mouth of the bag is big.. hahaha) Wah.......i 've got my mum Braun Buffel..... now time to save again.....lol

Du machst mich so glücklich!

i'm with U...= FAT... lol

2009-05-17T22:53:00.007+08:00

i m in Jakarta now..... and its nothing different actually.. just find here is more and more hot and so humid.... sometimes i cannt take it ! the weather so hot.. but suddenly RAINING SO HARD!!!!

Thursday:

reached Jakarta.... straight away.... someone ask me to go out. ok.. this is my friend from primary and Secondary school and we were also classmates during Sec 3. hmmm a bit weird actually.....

actually , he is also in my group.... like gank... is not like a gank also but we often hang out together but i seldom talk to him. thats why, suddenly a bit weird when he fetched me at my place( OMG.. how come he knw my place... i thot he will get lost! haha)then.... he ask me whether i want to watch MY BLODDY VALENTINE IN 3D.... with all his friend... then i just agreed.

that movie.. hahahha a bit, SCARY!! CZ using 3d effects so make looks so real and so close....some parts of the scene a bit shocking also but really can see its so fake... hahahhahha the ending of the movie... aiyoo same like FRIDAY THE 13TH......lol.

Friday

actually i was panning to drive myself to change money and buy somethin outside.... when he knw, he asked me whether need acc or not.. and somemore his sister want to join also.... and a bit want to see me also ( his sister so cute.... hua.. i forgot to take his sister pics... really pretty)

so i went with his sister also.. quite fun... cz his sister also talkative and easy going..

Both of us.. havent watched XMAN ORIGINS... and a lot ppl said it was nice movie.... actually when i was still at SG, he also already asked me to watch with him... cz when all his fren watched X-MAN... he couldn't make it.....he must fetch his dad.... his dad just discharged from hospital...so that nite.. again we watch movie.. lol

so hmm... it was just kinda a DATE.... ya kinda....oh ya..before that, he fetched me to his place..( CZ I WANT TO ONLINE TOOOO LOL, i cannt live without internet connection. haha) and meet his parents... its nice.. to meet them... lol actually i knw his mom ... cz often saw her during Sec3( during sec 3 i was the class captain, so i will knw all parents who come to take the grade report or maybe something about the class)

Saturday:

morning he fetched me to see my frens who in hospitalized for his illness.. poor him.... he just got serious operation. i just hope he get well soon... cz im so pity him..... i remember during sec3 farewell party, he came to the school with all those hospital equipments.... and sudenly i cry when singing farewell song.... really appreciate his effort to attend the farewell party. but i heard his leukemia is 95% been cured.... and now suddenly his brain nerves got somethin.. thats why need operation. he really need a lot of attention.....

after that we went to my grandma place... cz i need to deliver sumthin..... and thx to him again.. he want to drive me there.... ( my grandma a bit hiperbolic...... ask me who is him.... when i told its my fren...my grandma give me nasty and fishy smile....... and again i told it is my fren.....but in the end she ask more and more questions..... somemore my grandma offer him food and drink.... and not offering me.. huh!!!! why can like that! haha)

then.. before headed home we had luch at noodle house .... hmm and its quite nice... the noodle is normal, but the soup is POWER!! haha dunt say its taste good because they using a lot of vetsin or ajinomoto. hahahha im a bit laugh.. cz he ask to top up the soup.. i thot will come out with the same small bowl, but it came on the big bowl... hahahhaha

with minced pork

with chicken and mushroom for me

the top up soup... hahahaha so nice....

hahahha become so watery his ones... but i think he loves it.. haha

reached home arnd 3 .30 pm then my mum ask me to drove her to massage place and scrubbing and as well drove my bro to his gym..... i will not missed this massage session..
(cz my mum will pay it for me.... wohoooo hahahhhaha), so in the end i was also do massage and scrubbing.. hua..... so nice

reached home arnd 6 pm, and get ready to go out with his fren again.... hahahahha planning to watched ANGEL AND DEMONS...but couldnt make it.. cz too late and i think i cannt go back so late.... lol... ya in jakarta i have my late night timing... lol

hua..i just realize...these 3 whole days.. im with him.... hahaha hmmm i dunno what i feel actually.....i just try to be a fren with him... i knw i think it is too obvious already.... but still i think i still need time....time to think, time to decide.....

i knw his background of his past relationship also and i think quite make him so.... zzzzzz lol... thats why maybe we can so fast get a long....but dunno what will happen in the end actually... just hope everything will be okay...

just find him actually really nice and sweet...... and i knw, its not because now he keep acc me, so he become nice..... but cz i knw... we grow up together.... ( er,, not really actually, but i knw haha lol...) .thats why i knw abt him, and now.. i am getting knw him more.

okay.. thats all for today..... hope i can find what i want and need ....

it was just a lovely nice weekend!!!!

this is what i called...MY SINS

2009-05-13T20:07:00.006+08:00

Indulge Your Gastronomical Experience at
Hajah Maemunah Restaurant

Found this malay indon restaurant nearby my place... Hajah Maemunah restaurant, is a such nice restaurant. Even the place not so big.. but i found quite fit for a lot of people. customer will go and come.... so it's make the place not so crowded.

The service on ths resto was also good. after we picked out our meal...( its self service) then we willdirectly go to the cashier to make purchase... and one of the staff will bring our food to our table.

What i can describe about all the food is

for eyes it will be so tempting... u see the display of the food.. u feel want to try all hahaha ur eyes will keep blinking and starring all the food... lol when u eat the food.. WOW..... its like the flavour burst into ur mouth. U can feel the taste spread out to each side of ur mouth..Everytime i dig my rice... (OMG.... i dunno why i can eat rice..... ya... if u eat this kind of malay food better u use rice... cz the one who make delicous is the gravy.. haha i knw its fatteningbut once a while its okay.. hahaha) back to when i dig my rice, i just keep want to feed my mouth again and again..... i just feel so high....0>O hahhahaha high.. because i feel OHH... finally i found this resto.. hahahhaha somemore its neaby my place.. arhh i just loved it... im so sorry if my description sound too hiperbolic... but it was true... hahaha

ITS TREMENDOUSLY DELICIOUS...

This is Bakwan... is like fried veggie with flour... taste so nice.. taste so indon... i just cannt resist to eat more and more.. oh no... im fat!!! it cost s$ 0.50 wow.. so cheap!!!

Nyotnyot cost s$3.00

when i want to order this one, i told the kakak

me: kak, itu masih ada nenek? ( kak, is there any grandma?")

kakak: huh? nenek?

me: somethin like snail... that we must suck it up when eat...

kakak: ohh hualah... that one is NYONYOT!!!! OR CUCUK....

ME: HUH? hahahhaha NYOTNYOT?

i think i knw why they called it NYOT NYOT, cz we suck it up when eating.. and the sound is nyotnyotnyotnyot .. hahahha

i' m pro if eat this kind of things... ok.. the taste is like.. a bit sticky... like jelly.. hahahhaha i think for those who see the inside of this nyotnyot will refuse to eat. i remembered, if my dad cooked this one, he will use XO cognac... its not in curry like this. and because i am so lazy.. and feel so tiring eat this one..( cz i want eat the soup also.. haha) i will just suck all this shell and spilled out again until all is the flesh... then i will eat it.... i dunno u all can imagine or not, but the important thing is.. when i suck it, i never swallow it, i just put in the bowl and wait till many.. then put the soup.. hahaha

Stefi meal is also veggie... she told me that she want to choose all that showed on the display. hahaha

@ Fried Tempe
@ Fried potato with ikan bilis
@ hmm and i think is sayur lodeh.. its sumthin like mix veggie but have coconut curry

Overallll, i was only eat veggie.. cz i dunt like all those meat... all those instestine or whatsoever...
my dishes got

@ Urap( Tauge, long bean, and hmmm i dunno another veggie is called what but in indon they called it KECIPIR( ITS GOOD FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND CHOLESTEROL) and the gravy is coconut flakes, its sweet and tasty... plz noted.. all that is RAW!)

@ ACAR( cucumber, carrot , Onion with chilli and vinegar... hmm so fresh and nice)

@ sambal tofu and tempe

@ gulai daun singkong or i think in english they called tapioca leaves with green curry haha its really so nice......

See the tea pot there... i thot is for wash hand... cz many ppl rite there eat using their hand... OW.. i want to use hand also like when i am in Indon.... but i think... not in Singapore.. the feeling not nice... i think my thought if that tea pot for wash hand is the stupid thinking... haha the tea pot actually is for refill... the ice water there...and its freee.. Wohoooo...... so nice isn't it? i just loved this place too much i think....

all cost us only s$8.80 haha not includng the nyotnyot and bakwan...

So.. just give it a try to this restaurant....... its HALAL.... no pork no lard.. hahaha ya.. nowadays ppl scared to eat pig because of the swine flu... ( lucky.. i seldom take pork.... i feel a bit smelly.. no offence for those who like pork ok? i knw they said it is nice.. but not for me...hehe)

ask me if u need acc to this HAJAH MAEMUNAH RESTAURANT ,
i will be happy to assist u there..
lol

The Three Days Rule

2009-05-12T23:17:00.004+08:00

source from wikipedia and also the show

how i met your mother epi 21 fourth season:

At MacLaren's, Ted gets a phone number from a girl at the bar (Holli, played by Rebecca Budig), and after announcing his catch to the gang, says that he'll call her immediately. Barney nixes the idea, citing the "Three Days Rule" (waiting three days to call a perspective love interest). He claims the rule has its origins in Jesus' resurrection (who Barney claims also invented the high five).

i try to type what barney said

ted:
i think i will call here, right now
barney:
U can't call her, u have to wait 3 days to call the woman , its the rule
ted:
Barney.... that's completely played out, girls know exactly what you are doing... HEY!!! I've got new rule , its kinda crazy, but it called " U LIKE HER, U CALL HER"
barney: mm i'm sorry, can u repeat that? i never speak, i never get laid??
marshall: the 3 days rule is insane... that mean who come out with that?

barney:
JESUS...

marshall:
Barney....dunt do this? not with Jesus...

Barney:
seriously, Jesus started the whole wait 3 days things , he wait 3 days to come back to life.. It wouldn't perfect if he is only wait for one day. A lot of ppl wouldn't even heard that he died, it would be ," Hey Jesus, Waddup... and Jesus will be," Waddup, i died yesterday.." and then they will be " ermmm a look preety a live to me dude...." and then, Jesus afterwards explain how is he resurected and how miracle and then the dude will say," okay.. whatever u say , bro.."

robin:
Wow , ancient dialog sound so still till now..

barney;
and he will not comeback in Saturday, everybody busy ..., workin on the lome.. trippin their beer, nooooooo he waits till the exact right number of day... is 3.

ted:
okok, i promise.. i will wait for 3 days, stop talking..

suddenly

barney:
But its Sunday!!!! so evryone in church already, and said" no no no , Jesus is Dead..." then BOOOOMMM!!!! He burst from the back door, run up the isle, and tolly sight.. and FYI, that he invented HI 5!!!!!

it was so funny and hilarious
i keep replay the show almost 6 times.... hahaha

my 1st pickpocket!

2009-05-12T18:06:00.006+08:00

Never had planned to hit the floor that nite.. but suddenly erant text me asking whether i am free tonite and want to go zouk or not. After i think and think... then i decide to go...somemore its Saturday nite... and i dunt want to be alone.... thx for E and Fat who already ask me to go out.

Graydon never that nite... hope to see hm actually but its okay lha.... in the end,he fetched me . hahaha why? bacause i got PICKPOCKET!!! HUA.. it was my unlucky nite..... i want to have fun and enjoy.... in the end... haiz...... i lost everything....my COACH WRISTLET ITS GONE... HAIZ.... Hope the pickpocket will think that its fake ones, then will returned to me. hahahhaa but i think it is just a dream haha actually i realize when i got this pickpocket, then i suddenly grab my bag, and i still can safe my phone and cam....

i think fat got text him, to tell what happen with me.. but actually i also text him. i never expect or hope he came and fetch me.... deep inside my heart im happy... cz mean he still care of me.
he also helped me to make police report and send me home. ya... like what i said... he really nice and kind guy actually , as long he not grumpy or in the bad mood. hahaha

thx to all fat's and gryadon frens that nite.. aiayahh.. i still couldn't remember the name, i just now mizi.... hahaha cz he acc me and help me bring my sling bag... haha so funny of him... i heard from Erant that he put his ic on my bag.. but i never see it... aiyahhhh it was just a bad day for all. hahaha

after my incident, there are another incident, from what i heard from Erant, Matin gf, got cut on her leg, bcz of glass and somemore Fat have fight with stranger on the club, because this ppl thot that fat keep pushing them. aiyahhh.. its nonsence OKAY??? that nite phuture so crowded....how not to push here and there? it was a disaster day but i want to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAT!!
IM NOT DRINK ALL OKAY? HAHAI

I like this pic, so funny.... Erant so expressive and fat like suck ing Erant cheeks. hahahaha he like monster...... oh ya.. that nte, i think i still owe fat few bucks...hahahha dunt worry i will return back to u. haha somemore that nite, i keep saying" hua.. why u so kiam siap..... hahahaha" to fat... haha but its true lha... phuture too expensive i think.. and somemore the palce so small. hahaha and the drink too ex.... prefer DBLO 4ever.. lol

had a snacks before club ... PRATA...hahahahaha the teh o ais.. quite nice..... haahhaha, but i dunt think so for the milo.

ps: thx to someone who acc whole nite..... even we in distance..... i think..... it might Be work out. MAYBE... ITS MAYBE... so sorry to make u stay awake till i reached home...

oh ya... i reached home arnd 4 am and ready to work on 8 am... huaahahaha how crazy that was. hahaha....but i must professional... work is work .... work hard party hard and study hard... lol

the next monday... whole day i full of duty..... went to all the bank to make new card.. and also went to school to settle my renewal of student pass... cz my ic was also gone.. lucky for me, i still can go back with referring the letter from my school taht been approve from ICA. phiuh......

thx for salvian to lend me his card.. to purchased my online ticket.... dunt worry bro.. i will pay u soonnn

i will be carefull next time..
ya i will
AGAIN.... THX U GRAYDON...

Random

2009-05-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

i knw i open this month with my sadness.... hmmmm i dunno why , why i let this happened..
i have those feel of regret .... deep inside my heart. Yes i have...
i still miss him actually, even i try to forget him, forget about everything.... but i still cant! i still put my alarm on 7 am.. which is the time i will always wake up to make him wake so he will be not late to work. Now 7 am is still ringing.... i dunno why, its not because i need to wake on that time but, my body and my mind already adjust to it. 7 am now is just a memory.. a memory that always still in ringing in my heart and mind.
Talking about 7 am , its a bit like same like 7 pm.... during couple weeks b4 we split up... i always hear Taylor swift songs in his car... hahaha OMGG.. ok now i bit emo...suddenly i can recall evrything that happened , our happy memories.

I wonder if he still read my blog or not. hmmm... i hope what i had done to him, it will remain a good memories to him....i hope he will also keep and use everything that i ever gave to him. arhhhhgghhh im so sad now.... and whyyy i just keep asking why.... hmmmmm

But for now , i also want to be alone... i just lazy to entertains all the guys who approached me...for those who try to approach me, im so sorry if i give u all those kind bad attitude.... i hope u all understand what i have been through.... i knw.. me and my Ex relationship is only a while.. but i really have that feeling for him... so plz apologize me for being neglecting u all.

ya, i am typical girl who really devoted into relationship. thats why i really need time to be alone after this incident. so again, plz... apologize me.

Overall... i just... miss him.. :(

Heart broken Gateaway

2009-05-05T22:34:00.005+08:00

i need more outing with frens.... yes i need!!!!

Its Over!!!

2009-05-05T01:06:00.004+08:00

i know its so hard... i dunno its hard for u or for me. But confirm, i am feel so hurt right now

i felt so sad to end our relationship
i still love u deep inside my heart and it is real
i still miss u day by day and hope to see ur text for me
From what we had been going through, i felt so glad that i know you
Maybe it was just not a right time to have this relationship
i still remembered when we were knowing each other....
Being pampered, care and love in the end, and then we just suddenly together after a lot of drama that i had been going through, u were there.... fill my emptiness...

I know u love me, i can feel it ( hope its true:))
but where were u? day by day, i just can feel so far away from u
and i was so sad on how u treat me....

i am just too sensitive and emotional girl... who really need attention to be take care of.
Maybe i asking too much and i feel sorry for it.

i hope we still can be friend. i dunt want loose another GUY friends.... it was just make me heart pain and believe that i really cannt get well with GUYS.
i dunt want to loose contact with u also, i really still want to be there for u, hear ur grumpiness and life story....

i hope u can feel my love for u, cz i really have that feeling for u
i just feel empty when we were apart
but there is no choice for me and for u also ,
i think u just concentrate on what u been doing rite now, and try to be focussed on it.
Dunt make me disappointed k?

Hmm its really make me sad,
everytime i flashed all those beautiful memory. i just can smiling and keep thinking on how to return on those our happiest time.

Hm... i hope u also will doing well, take care of yourself,become less grumpy lol
Hope u will get someone who really can cope with u, loves u and so much better than me..

i still really SAYANG u.....
and
u should believed it.

Crazy sista

2009-04-18T23:59:00.004+08:00

Crazy sis'

Plz la... cut ur hair... ur hair already so grosss. like sotong, like squid...... and better u use my shampoooo... so oily lha sis ur hair... haha

but i think u still pretty
lol
btw i envy her nose... big, got bone and not flat like me!!!

why she dunt let me to kiss herrrrrrrr????

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Handsome suit

2009-04-18T17:35:00.006+08:00

Hohohoho. my nose looks so nice in here.... plz noted that this pic is unedited.. so it is original hahaha... btw... plz ignore my room that so messy... hahaha

My preparation for make BLACK PEPPER sPRING rolls
( btw i used the Blackpepper sauce to make it nicer and tastier)

tadahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the result...

gOSH! i dunno what happen to me... but it was make me a bit worried....

yeahh.. actually i am a bit happy when i weight myself... but i think my scale just spoil. How come only 2 -3 days i can loose so much weight! ....the fact is i feel normal.... i feel on those days, i still eating . Somemore i eat sweet sweet things.. like green bean soup, red beansoup, pulut hitammm lol... i dunt believe this SCALE!!!!( but inside my heart is happy.. hahahalol)

Taken on 17/04/09

Taken on 18/04/09

i think got GHOST KISS MY HAND LAST NITE... Gosh! that day dreamt about a ger kissed me, and now got GHOST..... kissed me... oh nooooooooooo

Watched HANDSOME SUIT at bf place.... quite nice and funny.... buttt no subtitles.. only have mandarin subtitles.. OMG... i cant read i only can understand a bit Japanese somemore...HUH! but in the end i still understand the moral stories of the movie. The moral of the stories is Do not judge a book by its Cover... Sometimes looks is not important.... Good Looks will be gone... by the time goes by.... the important part is from inside.... ya.. i think this is the moral story from this movie... but the fact is.. in the real world, ppl will still acknowledge those who have nice and good looks than the other one( can i mention UGLY here? haha)

For me, i believe each individual have their own beauty and their charms. The matter is just how we can upgrade and improve ourselves to be accepted in this real scary horrible world.

___________________________________________________________________

Happy six month anniversary darling....

i got present for u
and where is my present???

LOL

i kissed the ger and i like it!!!

2009-04-16T22:34:00.003+08:00

Ya.... she kissed me... she hold my hand... grab my waist... we walk hand in hand.. like a couple . a lot of eyes stare at us.... i was not feel comfort...and convenience but she make sure everything will be okay and nothing wrong.... but i really can feel a lot of eyes stare at us like we are suspicious person.

and

suddenly

in front of naked public eyessss

she kissed my neckkk and try to kiss me...

gosh... i scared..... i dunno wat to do.... feel weird....

but in the end i just took her kisses.....and i try to enjoy it!!!!

but in the endddddddd

tutttttttt tutttttttt titttttttttt tut.....i heard a song from THE SCRIPT! THE MAN WHO CANNT BE MOVED!..... GOSHHH hold hold it......

I DUNT WANT TO AWAKEEEEEEEE

A WHILE MORE.....

LOL

in the end i wake up and see its 7.00 am already and try to wake my darling like used to...

sigh..i wish i can repeat or continue my dreammm

FINALLY
I CAN FEEL , HOW BEING KISSED BY A GIRL AND I THINK I LIKE IT!
HAHA
BUT , IN THE END, I PREFER BEING KISSED BY A GUY

LOL

( i knw the ger...... i knw the ger... hahaha but it will be a secret!!! lol)

Green bean and fish ball attacked!!!

2009-04-16T20:12:00.003+08:00

i think these few days i keep eat this kind fish ball soup or buy fish soup... haha i dunno why, but i just like this kind of food.. make me not really full and it was just nice...

today.. i just work at home like used to and watching THE BIGGEST LOOSER lol.. hahaha and i was cooking again... fishball soup again... haha for my breakfast and lunch... actually i want to get green bean soup but lazy to go out and buy.... but in the end i managed to get my green bean soup around 5 pm cz i need to go office a while, so just nice....BTW MY OFFICE UNCLE STRIKE 4D AGAIN!!!! SHIOK! SIAO... 1.5 K huh?!! why he is so lucky yaaaa

homemade fishball soup with veggie

before heading to office.....
Kyaa...Gosh,, i received sms told me that it will be a lot of shipment coming for tml!!!!

WOHOOOOO I LOVE MY GREENBEAN SOUP!
I THINK I CAN EAT EVERYDAY LOL

yUMMYYYYYYYYY

Green Bean.. good for ur Health

Random..

2009-04-15T16:39:00.005+08:00

this is what my sister did whole day...instead help me to cook or work.. she was laying on the bed and reading her online comic!!!!!

Meet client at Orchard to deliver her Blackbery Javeline...lol.... we never meet before but she only told me that she quite old already... haha so when i reached Tangs, i met her.. and she was also not believe i am the person who is she talking to in this whole day long..... i dunno it was true or just pleased me only, but she said." ohhh omg.... so preety... is this Ketty niece? still young and so preety..." lol i think she bluff ones lha... i only smiling at her and said thank you. lol.... but the fact! she really stare at me...!!! Gosh! got auntie stare at me....not a young handsome GUY but old auntie!:( lol

Meet Kelv to have dinner at Golden Mile ( arhhh feel so fat now haha buti think i never eat anything also lol)then went to get my 18 bucks sekisei mask from Kose! it arrived! .... Yes...... it was recomended by Erant.... hahaha but i dunno the quality of the product!

Reached home i text my baby... and u knw wat...... its 19.30 pm and he is still at office! gosh... so pity him!!!! jiayou!!!i think i really must have big heart and let his work go 1st then me. hmmm..... as long darling still can think of me.. i will be okay....:) miss him so much!!!!